Just Poems

Tonight 'm done

Heya - this ones a harder one to get thought

So, take all the time you need getting thought it or pass it if it's to much to take

T.W. Self-loathing

Love you all write you later!

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you're probably the probability

That ruins everything  you're really not

No one will hear me scream in these silent dreams no one hears me scream in these silent dreams no one will hear me scream..

-I know I don't get this down very often I know that this gets lost I know I don't get this down often I know this will get lost I know I don't get this down very often and I know I will be lost-

Oh the pain how much did it cost
Oh this pain how much does it cost
Just spend the dime on something that you love

How much did we pay for love that never works how much will you pay
For my love, this just won't work

I'm done with all This pain that leads me nowhere I'm done with all this pain that gets us no better to (know) our future selfs

I miss you Even though I've never really lost you but what if I did what if I can't wake up for all we've been through what if I won't wake up
For anyone
Not even you

Why is my mind so much longer than my voice will ever be
You want a listen?
You want a listen?
You want a listen?
You want a listen?
You want a listen?
You never will...
(just saying)

I'm losing all this heart and drive for you I'm losing all this heart and drive with you I'm losing all my heart and drive -
Can we call the brakes?
because I'm kind of getting tired here
(woo)

I would die for you
I will live for you was that not enough

Everything you do burs me in the end
Everything you do burs me in the end
Everything I do is displace by you until the end

I've been typing a way, been typing for days, about my broken heart and how you all wish to see my brand new start

It's not coming I'm not acting in not living for you
I'm not living for you anymore

I Learning That The Worthless That I Feel Is Just My Soul Filling My Brain My Stupidity Coming To The Surface. Nothing Needs Me I Take Up Space - These Words Don't Hurt Anymore. I'm Stronger And Weaker All At The Same Time I Fail Every Day. Just Telling The Truth... I Hate Myself And There's So Many Reasons Why.

I  want these demons out of my mind I'm so tired ... I wish I was allowed to take a break and just be me again... Is that okay? is that okay?!.. am I finally good enough? I hate my heart and my mind... I'm so useless... I wonder if anyone would be changed my words. No?.. I should have guessed. Cause unless it calls you out no one will put the work in. And we'll all wonder why we're so far gone...

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Teach me how to be free

That one girl