Acucena Series 1: Remedy Of Past

01

Demira

Matapos kong hinubad ang coat ko ay mabilis na pumasok ng banyo. Pagkatapos ay hinubad ko ang lahat ng saplot ko at lumubog sa bath tub.

My friend and I are going to a party. Birthday ng friend ng friend ko. She chose to invite me because she knows how difficult the last few months have been for me.

I had no choice to come with her. I also want to rest, and this is my rest, party.

Wala naman akong gagawin. My schedule for tomorrow is free, I don't have a sessions. Also, my work is independent, I have my own office. I'm working in a private clinic.

After what happened to that incedent in the cafe. After I met that man a months ago. Yung lalaking binastos ako at akala mo kung sino makapang-judged. He don't even know me personally.

Pinapanalangin ko na lang na hindi kami magkita.

Nakakanginig ng kalamnan ang inis ko sa kanya. Hindi pa ba sapat ang pag-hingi ng tulong ng mama nya. Hindi naman ako siguro niloloko ng ginang dahil ang presensya nya palang ay alam ko ng kailangan nya ang tulong ko.

Pero ngayon kung tatawagan pa ako Ina nito? Hindi ko na tatangapin pa, ayokong mang-gamot ng hindi naman bukal sa loob.

Oh, shit. I need to forget the fucking face of that man. haaaa.. my blood will explode now.

Hindi ko na dapat iniisip 'to dahil matagal na din ang nakakalipas. Pero kapag naiisip ko ang kabastos-batos na pakikipag usap nya sa akin ay nagsisimulang kumulo ang dugo ko. Sana talaga ay hindi na magtagpo ang landas namin.

Napahilot ako ng sintido. Sumasakit ang ulo ko kakaisip.

Natapos ang pag ligo ko. Handa na din akong umalis.

I was wearing satin cross back dress a color black, and paired with red high heels. I also put a light make up, but I surely my lips look like a red apple.

Kinuha ko ang pouch ko at ang aking phone.

I'm so excited, this is my first time going out to a party after so many months.

Lumabas ako ng aking bahay at mabilis na sumakay ng kotse. My friend called already. Malapit na daw kasi mag simula ang birthday party. Baka daw ako pa ang mabigyan ng grand welcome party sa sobrang late ko.

Syempre kailangan ko din siguraduhin maganda ako. Para naman ano, makabingwit.

Nang makarating ako sa venue ay sinalubong na ako sa gate ng kaibigan ko. Namangha din ako sa suot niya, hinding hindi talaga sya papatalo. She's stunning with her dress. Looks gorgeous also.

“Demi wow.”She scanned my whole body.

“You're so gorgeous!” Napasigaw pa ito.

“You too babe.” I smirked and wink at her. She just looked at me like we're flirting.

That's my girl.

Sabay kaming pumasok ng venue, the huge venue look stunning because cause of theme party.

“Demi look at that man..” I turned my sight to where her fingers pointing.

I saw a man with a tuxedo, he's simple and not my type. Looks hot but he looks shy too. That's not my type.

“Pass,” I answered.

Sanji just laughed at me. “Yeah, you have taste,”she said.

We just walked and find our sit. Wala naman akong kakilala dito sa party. Wala akong ibang pwedeng gawin kung 'di manahimik.