MUMBAI LOVES PUNJAB

14

" ISHQ TERA LE DOOBA "

"yeh kya tha " asks Shinda to Sonam standing beside him

"Yeh sidnaaz wala love tha "kk completes and smiles .

Here sidharth is walking behind shehnaz who's running away from him.
"sana ...sun"he shouted running behind her .

"sanaaa"
"sana ruk"
"shehnaaaaazzzz"
"shehnaz stop pls " she stopped and turned back pulling him from his collar .

"jab tu bhagta hai cheezo se tab tereko kissi ne bola ki sidharth rukja ....even maine bhi tujhe kuch nhi bola ........vaise tu muje bada bolta tha ki i love you ...happy to have you in my life.....my baby ...yeh voh ...............ek baar bhi nhi socha tune ki yaar Sana aisa kar hi nhi sakti ......matlab tu mujhe trust nhi karta tune yeh saabit kardia ...............sirf tere liye last ke 2 saal mushkil the mere liye ne harek moment mushkil hota tha tere bina ...uss ladki ne 2 saal sirf tujhe yaad karke bitaadia ....tune itni asaani se bol thi get the fck out of my life , meri nhi hosakti kyunki yeh maa baap ki bhi nhi hosaki ....gold digger .......itna gand bola tune mujhe but tune na unn words se mujhe utna hurt nhi kiya jitna yeh doori ne mujhe kiya ........tujhe nhi pata hai voh audio clip mera nhi tha maine ek verbal audition Diya tha jisme voh mere dialogues theee....jab tujhe subah dekha tha na baaz ke ghar par mujhe tha ki mai teko sach sach bata deti hu but firse tune mujhe faltu bola mera sunne bina chalagya .....mujhe khud par Ganda feel hota tha ........maine saare contacts tod diye aur chali gyi mai Mumbai se kyunki tune hope bhi tod di thi meri ..................humaari gandi se gandi ladai Hui but humne dono taraf ki baatein sun ke sab kuch sahi kiya ............sirf tu hi akela tha .....tere pas to family thi na jinse tu bol sakta ......ki mujhe achha nhi lag rha ....but mai akeli hoti thi ........koinhi tha mere saath .........jab bhi maine karan aur shinde ko dekha na tab mujhe tu dikhta tha ....aur mai itne time se apne emotions ko control karke bethi thi ..........hamesha haar ke socha ki yeh nhi kar sakta ....usse kissi ne bhadkaya hoga .....tune sidha life se nikalne boldia .... Asaan hai na tere liye ..........tere ko tere gharwale daant te zaroor honge but unhone tujhe sambhala bhi hoga but mere gharwalo ne naam par sirf baaz aur tu hi tha meri life mei ....tune to mujhe door kardia aur baaz ki bhi apni zindagi hai kabtak voh mujhe sambhal ta ..........ek baar call karleta ...ki sana tu theek hai .....baat karleta .......mai Mumbai aayi bhi thi ..........but Teri baate mere dimaag aane lagi jis wajah se kabhi face karneko ready nhi ho pai ...........maine hamesha tujhe khudse upar rakha ......4 mahine tak one sided ka tag liya but fir bhi nhi piche hatti kyunki Mai sachi Mai tujhse pyaar karti thi , aur abhi bhi karti hu .....chahe tu kare ya na kare ............tujhe pata haina ki kisi ne bhi bachpan se lekar aajtak voh jagah nhi banai mere dil mei jo tune banai ..........sabkuch ready thi main tujhe Dene ke liye ....maine bhi apni life ka har din tere saath dekhna tha but ........itni asaani se tune Tod dia na rishta ..........i know tu Aaj bhi ring pehenta hai ..,.....dekh maine bhi peheni hai ..............kyu??bata ......mai to kissi ki nhi ho  sakti na ???....tujhe to pura confidence tha na ki mai tujhe cheat kar rhi hu .......fir kyu aya tu .........................sab ke saamne uthake lakar dance karne se kuch nhi hoga sidharth.............mujhe pata hai tu bhi kahi na kahi karta hoga mujhe yaad but mere mei koi badi Kami hogi jiski wajah se hum door hai ..........................ab Chup mat ho .................mai abhi bhi teri hu , pehle bhi thi aur hamesha rahungi samjha............nhi bhi mangega na tab bhi bachi kuchi zindagi kaatlungi ....but ab main thakk gyi hu in sab cheezo ko le le leke .......mai already bhot pareshaan hu in sab cheezo se to tu pls mujhe akela chod de aur khud bhi mere bina khush reh. ..............2 saal kaate na humne aage bhi jee lenge ......konsa humaari koi aisa hai ki marjayenge agar baat nhi ki to .....2 saal kat lie na .....ab ja pls ........pls chod de mujhe akela ...pls .....pls "

she completes sobbing loudly sitting on her knees covering her face with her palms ..

HE bend down to her level

"i am sorry baby pls sorry sorry ....baby" he said bending down and hugging her close to his heart .

"mujhe kyu chod dia tune ...bata ..........tujhe ek baar ni......laga ki mai sahi hu ........tujhe bb mei bhi to log bhadka dete the na ..........bata ......fir bhi mai hi manati thi .......ab bhi bina galti ke mana deti hu chal ...yehi chahta hai tu ...ruk"
she was joining her hands but was stopped by him ..

"i am sorry shehnaz ...i am really sorry ...........mujhe bohot time se aisa lag rha tha ki tu mujhe chod degi kyunki ....... Mai bada hu tujhse .....tujhe apni Umar ka koi pasand aaajayega to tu chali jayegi ......yeh overthinking mere dimaag mei kaafi time se chal rhi thi ........fir raghav ne mujhe video dikhai..........and mujhe kuch samjh nhi aya ......maine tujhe Jo bhi bola maine apne gusse mei boldia .......but jab mujhe pata chala ki you r not wrong to har din guilt se Marne laga tha mai ..........man karta tha kud jau building se khatam Karli apne aap ......but lagta tha ki tu aayegi mujhe manane ........mujhe gussa Ane laga tha ...ki tu kyu nhi aa rhi ......aur uss din airport par ........jab maine tujhe karan ke saath dekha ...........tab mai aur Tut gya .......mujhe laga ki itni achhi to family lagti hai....do bache .....tu uske saath khush .................to maine waha bhi saari hopes haardi .....yaha aaya logo se baat ki aur samjha maine ki galti meri hai ki maine tujhe confront nhi liya , dhund ne ki koshish nhi ki bus hamesha ki tarah apne lagne pe duniya chalata rha ..............i am sorry shehnaz ...........but agar mai mar bhi jau na to bhi tujhse hi pyaar karungi ......... Shehnaaz........ till my last breaths ........tu maaf karde yaaar ab pls .........agar meri biwi nhi bansakti to atleast meri dost hi banja ........but ab life se mat ja pls"

He begged to her .......both were crying looking each other's eyes .
"sana ......sidharth" they heard someone shouting there names and they saw arti coming towards them .

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