Finn's Baby- Complete

Prologue

Finn pov

Me and Isaiah were out by the Cut with a few other friends. Just a normal boring day. Smoking and drinking. There's not much else to my life now. I'm 14. John had a kid at 16. I can't imagine having a child even in the next 10 years.

"Have you heard about the new girl?" Sam asked

"What new girl?" Isaiah said

"I saw her the other day with some girls from school. She was gorgeous. Blonde hair, blue eyes. From London by sounds of it" he replied

"Wouldn't be talking about me now would you?" We heard a female voice asked. We all turned around to see a girl standing there. She looked to be in our year, maybe year above but God was she beautiful. I think she noticed me staring at her as she began to shift uncomfortably. So I avoided her gaze and looked at the ground

"I'm going to the party tonight. Hopefully I'll see you there" she said seductively as she touched my arm. I couldn't get my words out

"Erm...er...y..." she smiled and walked away to the othe girls

"Mate, you've gotta stop being such a pussy. Its just a girl. Atleast speak english" isaiah said as all my other friends laughed

"Piss off" I grumbled before having another fag

At the party

I stood from afar, admiring her as she danced with some other girls. I didn't want to seem like a creep buy I couldn't help it. Her looks captivated me and I knew I just wanted to kiss her and know she is mine. As I was in my day dream, I felt a tap on my shoulder. My eyes looked down to see that London girl looking up at me

"Shall we ditch this party and go somewhere more private?" She whispered as she kissed along my jaw. All I could mutter out was a simple

"Ye" and so she grabbed my hand and lead us out of the house. It was at that moment I realised, I didn't even know her name. She took us into a near by field and we started making out on the grass

"What's your name?" I plucked up the courage to ask

"Rosa Wood. You?" She said between kisses

"Finn shelby" I replied as my hand went up her dress and grasped her behind. One thing lead to another and I ended up losing my virginity to the most gorgeous girl I've seen. As we got dressed she said

"Thanks for this finn. I wish I could see you again but I'm not supposed to be here"

"What do you mean?" I asked confused as fuck

"My families looking for me. I ran away from London. I'm going finishing school after the summer so this was my last bit of freedom" I nodded unsure on what else to say. I didn't want her to go but by now, I was aware that this was a one time thing. We went our separate ways and I went home. Not in the mood to party although I was happy. I mean, who isn't after losing their virginity?

"I thought you went a party" aunt pol said as I walked in

"Ye, I didn't feel like it" I replied

"He's fucked a girl" Arthur said after a few seconds of silence. My jaw dropped and I looked him in the eyes

"How? How could you possibly know that?" I asked stunned

"You can't wipe the smirk off ya face thats how" he said walking over and ruffling my hair

"Finn Shelby. You are 14 years old!" Polly yelled at me but my brother was quick to my defence

"I wouldn't worry pol. We all lost it at his age its natural. As long as he used protection" Arthur said. Protection? What the fuck did he mean by protection? I've walked in on John and esme enough times to know they don't wear helmets.

"Well? Did you?" Polly asked

"Course I did. I'm not stupid" I huffed. I honestly didn't know what they meant but no one got hurt so it clearly wasn't needed. Or maybe we used it without realising. Maybe they mean soft landing. But we were on grass so that's soft enough. OK. I'm just gonna say we used protection

The following day, Rosa went back to London with her father who had found her and that was the last I saw of her. Everyone remembers their first time although now, I feel stupid for caring about her so much. I've slept with plenty of girls since then and I've come to realise that they aren't that important. Sure I care for them but never loved them. They are just one time things that get forgotten as I am for them