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Flopping back into my bed, I dropped my arm over my eyes. Jin was right. It had been a while since we had spent any real time together so lunch would be nice. Part of me wondered if he would eventually call and cancel, giving one reason or another. Even though I felt a twinge of guilt for thinking that way, I knew by experience that the chances of it happening were greater than not. Sighing, I rolled over and buried my face in my pillow, letting out a muffled scream of frustration, wondering if I would ever really be over Jin.
Knowing I couldn't lay there all day throwing a temper tantrum like a five year old, even if I wanted to, I forced myself to stand. Moving towards my bathroom, I stripped out of my pajamas and started the shower. I let myself enjoy the hot water for a moment longer than necessary, letting it wash away some of my frustrations. After shutting off the water, I stepped out of the shower and grabbed the towel from the rack. I dried off then walked back into my bedroom to find suitable clothes for the day.
I stood in front of my closet for a moment, glaring at the contents then at myself in the mirror for being so stupid about the whole situation, about how much I cared about it all. I knew what I was wearing shouldn't matter so much, but it did as dumb as it sounded. As much as I didn't want to admit it, I was still trying to impress Jin, still hoping he would see me as more than a best friend, more than the girl he always abandoned, more than just the one who put up with his constant bullshit.
Grabbing a pair of jeans and a long sleeved black shirt, I set them on my bed, refusing to spend any more time on it than absolutely necessary. Annoyed at myself, I stalked into my bathroom, yanking the towel off and tossing it down on the ground. I had just finished putting on my makeup when the dinging of the phone had me swearing out loud.
"I fucking swear Jin! If you are canceling, I am never speaking to you again!" I muttered the words out loud to myself as I trudged back into my room, expecting the worst. However, when I picked up the phone, I couldn't control the smile that spread across my face at the contact name.
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