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Setting my phone down, I couldn't keep the smile off my face. I felt terrible leaving this morning without telling her, but she had looked so sweet that I didn't want to wake her, didn't want to disturb her. I had woken up several minutes before the alarm I had set went off and I just lay there, watching her sleep. I know it sounds creepy, but it really wasn't. She had been so stressed lately with everything going on with Jin and switching restaurants, that I finally got to see her relaxed. It made me feel better about the whole situation. I knew I was the one that convinced her to leave, but she needed to get away from Jin.
Even though I tried to push thoughts of her out of my head, I couldn't. I was her best friend and only her best friend, but it wasn't what I wanted. Not in the slightest. I had feelings for her. Pretty strong feelings for her. Wait. Who am I kidding? I am in love with my best friend, so stupidly in love with her that it made me make stupid decisions since all I wanted was to see her happy, see her smile. It was why I introduced her to Jungkook. He was a nice guy and I knew he would treat her like a princess. Even though I wanted that guy to be me, I didn't want to take the chance of messing up our friendship, ruining what we have.
As I checked the schedule for the day, I couldn't help but think about the party last night. When I had first arrived, she had been excited and happy, but as the night went on, her smile was a little dimmer than before, a little less brighter and it made me wonder exactly what had gone on, what had happened. I noticed it after she had talked to Jin and it made me wonder what he had said to her, what he had done. I also wondered what I had done wrong, but when we went back to her apartment, she assured me that she wasn't upset with me. I knew I just had to trust her.
I was so caught up in my thoughts that I didn't even hear my name being called, didn't notice the woman standing in front of me until she touched my arm. Flinching back in shock, I looked up to see Marissa standing in front of me. She had on a pair of tight jeans and a low cut shirt her blond hair pulled up into a ponytail. She giggled at my reaction then grinned. "Hi Jimin! Sorry! I didn't mean to startle you. Lost in thought?"
