twenty-one: better than before

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As soon as Hak got me down I thanked him and made my way to Kevin, but before that, I asked him if he got anything to do, since he was free I decided to drag him along with me, not only because I heard what he said on the stairs to both Sangyeon and Juyeon, but because I and him started getting along well, our relationship was just as sibling-like as mine with Sujin or Mark. Could say I replaced them kinda with the boyz, but they replaced me with a fucking baby so we're fair-

"Kev what are you making?" I asked as I sat at the kitchen table before placing the crunches on my legs holding them so they won't fall and make too much of a mess

"food, can't u see?" he said as he placed the food on the plates and bowls as I frowned, while Haknyeon laughed 

"funny" I stuck out my tongue before looking at Jacob who entered the kitchen with an apron on "hey Kobie"

"hi brave girl, how's leg doing?" he asked as I looked at my leg and moved it a bit, yet it still was a pain in the ass to do anything with it

"still hurts, but I can move it now" I smiled as he gave the smile back 

"that's good, now mind getting off the table? I wanted to place the food here tho" he chuckled as I sighed 

"yes mom," I said as I get off the table with Kevin's help as Haknyeon moved the chair for me next to him and Jacob, while Kevin was in front of us 

"We should call the rest," Haknyeon said as he walked out of the kitchen and called the others while moonbae were still busy placing food on the table 

"It feels bad watching u guys do all house chores, once my leg will be fine I'll clean everything up for a month or two," I said as they laughed 

"better take care of your leg before jumping in more exercises " Jacob ruffled my hair as I groaned taking his hand off my head 

"not the hair you fu... fully of beauty person" I hold myself as Kevin burst out laughing while Jacob glared at me "I didn't say anything don't look at me like this" I smiled innocently as he sighed while Kevin almost dropped on the ground while laughing 

"what's so funny?" Eric joined and asked as soon as he saw me smiling, Kevin almost peeing his pants, and Jacob speaking his head 

"you should've seen Jacob's face when Miyeon almost called Jacob a fucker-" he then started choking on his own laugh as I joined him cuz he indeed had a funny face

"I always miss fun things when it comes to Jacob tho" Eric whined as he sat down at a chair next to Kevin's 

after everyone got at the table, we all talked like we always did, unlike other days, Sangyeon didn't really scold me or Sunwoo for throwing and stealing each other's food which surprised the rest but not Haknyeon who had been ignoring them both since what happened earlier 

I don't want to be the reason for them having fought, to be honest, they all are like family to me. Even if they keep secrets that may risk their health I still won't change my mind about them, they're the best people I could get in my life including Sujin Mark, Mr, and Mrs. Uri, Eunwoo, and that one girl from the club I've had my best party ever-

"oh fuck I just remember," I said out loud as I placed my sticks down before wiping my lips and taking crunched before standing up making everyone turn their attention to me

"something's wrong?" Younghoon asked as I shook my head 

"I just remember about one person I was supposed to give a call some time ago, excuse me now I'll go since I'm full already" I smiled before walking off to my room as they all looked at each other before minding their own business except Juyeon and Sangyeon who were a bit suspicious about my behavior 

closing the room behind me I sat on the bed and failed Wanessa's number, after some time she answered the call, seems like she was busy 

"Hey Wanessa It's me Miyeon, sorry for calling you like a year after the party but I had some not nice things going around" I chuckled as she gasped 

"omfg, superstar! I thought you were dead, I haven't seen you in any club since the time"  

"ah, yea I remember, we sure gave a hell of a show back them" I laughed as I remember how drunk I was and busy dancing with her 

"It was fun, we should repeat it sometimes only if only that boyfriend of yours will let u party with me again" she laughed as I frowned my eyebrows 

"OH you mean Juyeon, as the guy you saw back then before I left to the room with him? He's my boyfriend, let's say we're good. really good close friends" I smiled a bit 

"Yeah- B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T, as if friends are all over each there like this. Gurl I saw how you and he was looking at each other! the most sensitive shit I've seen in my whole life" she chuckled

"I won't explain myself to you at that point, there's no worth trying to" I laughed as she also followed me 

"you two makes a really good match, idc you won't prove me wrong" she giggled as I took a second to think

"you're... not wrong, he's a nice guy, know how to treat and respect me, but I don't think I could be good in a real relationship with anyone. Once I'll get back on my normal clubbing track there's no way I won't do something that might hurt someone" I sighed as Wanessa hummed

"you're not sure you can hold yourself back? is that what you mean?"

"something like this" 

"but what do you think of you getting someone? as if you were in a relationship. What are your thoughts about it? Would you make it work out or..."

"I wouldn't try much actually, if I knew someone's feelings towards me and I happened to start feeling the same, I'd... I actually would open to them and be more cringy than only excepting to fuck with them"

"so you do like him!" she said with an obvious happy squeaky voice 

"I think, I do..." I said as I breathed out before dropping myself on the bed and putting Wanessa on the speaker 

"then you can't force anything, if your feelings started growing let them be unless you'll see obvious red flags, don't let him manipulate you, don't let yourself get spoiled, be in charge of yourself, hmm you also should be more up to open as relationship such as bestfriends even thou if you'd be dating, it'd less awkward in some situations at the beginning" 

"how tf u know it all like this?" I chuckled as she scoffed 

"I've dater around 20 guys so I've learned this and that"

"flexing much" I laughed as she scored before bursting out laughing 

"I missed having such nice talks, thanks god you remembered about calling me. I lost your phone number when you gave me it at the club, I think you ate it along with the waffle I gave you back then" she wheezed as I lay on my bed with my mouth wide open

"Remind me to never during so much whisky next time" I hide my face in my pillow as I remember how I really wasted was while Wanessa laughed her ass off

As we kept the chat for 3 hours I forgot about the whole things that had been placed earlier on, maybe it was better for me. Also, Wanessa made me realize things I kept denying and ignoring mostly about Juyeon and how or maybe better what I feel for him, she was the right person for deep talks, while Sujin was the perfect friend to rely on and let things out. If only they would be closer to me, like if they lived close by or at least were not in different countries, they'd become good friends with each other. 

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