Bucky Barnes/ Sebastian Stan one shots (editing)

Late night talks- B.B.

(HI IM SORRY IVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG I GOT A LOT OF SHIT GOING ON- HOPE YALL ARE GOOD CAUSE I KNOW IM NOT NE WAYS HE IS SO FINE ITS ILLEGAL-)

Yn POV-
I walked downstairs slowly in just a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I couldn't really sleep that much. It was a surprise to me when I found Bucky downstairs drinking chocolate milk.
Bucky- can't sleep
Me- not really
He turned around and said- didn't expect you I thought you were Steve
Me- sorry to disappoint
Bucky- I'm not disappointed it's just-
Me- I know- I'll get out of your hair
I walked outside walked through the woods. It was so peaceful. I walked slowly with my earphones in listening to music. As soon as I took one more step I felt a hand on my shoulder. As soon as I turned I threw a left hook and heard a thud. I took out my headphones and shined my flashlight to see Bucky on the floor.
Me- holy shit are you okay
He spit out some blood and said- never better
Me- I am so sorry I thought you were like a stranger-
Bucky- really it's okay
I helped him up to his feet and he continued speaking.
Bucky- I just wanted to talk to you for a little
Me- well we can walk and talk or go inside
Bucky- we can go up to my room and talk
Me- sounds good
We both smiled and headed inside. We slowly walked up the stairs in a comfortable silence. Once we got to his room we both stepped in taking off our shoes heading to his bed. I swerved the bed and sat on his spinning chair.
Bucky- so-
Me- have you ever thought about life- life as in it being a simulation: how it seems surreal. Sometimes I just think is this really happening or am I dreaming? Or am I even really alive
Bucky- I've always thought the same- one moment you're having fun and the next you're in that deep thought that keeps telling you everything around you isn't reality
Me- exactly- yes! Like the other day tony and I were talking and laughing then boom it his me. For the rest of the day it had me over thinking about it
Bucky- I hate when that happens
Bucky & I- it's freaky
We looked at each other and laughed.
Bucky- so what's up with you lately- I hear you've been having these nightmares and your aura looks all black
Me- and black means
Bucky- you feel absolutely nothing- but when you're with me it's all sorts of color like the rainbow
Me- it's freaky
Bucky- and I listened to that song you wrote and had someone sing
Me- oh yeah it's-
Bucky- what's going on

Me- it's nothing just the normal
Bucky- it kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless- that was one of your lyrics if I'm not mistaken
Me- well it's true most of the time that's where my minds at- it makes me feel nothing
Bucky- that explains why your aura's black

Bucky POV-
Me- you're hurting but it's under the surface I can see under this mask your wearing- I love that you're so strong but sometimes you have to let it out. You can't keep it bottled in- I don't want to loose you
Yn- and you won't because at this point you're the only one I'm living for
Me- what
Yn- I've had feelings for you for like a really long time and when I'm with you it makes me feel things that I like rather if it's helplessness, happiness, angry- I like it
Bucky- so you've had-
Yn- it's not a big deal everyone knew we just wanted you to figure it out but you never did
Me- it's been how long
She started counting on her hands and said- about 6 or 7 ye-
I cut her off and kissed her.
She kissed me back and I felt that spark

( AHHHHHH OKAY SO LIKE DONT JUDGE BUT I READ THIS EPISODE BOOK AND IT WAS SOMETHING LIKE I WANNA FEEL YOU- and it was so fucking good. So I based this chapter off of that. I need ideas and oh MA GAWD 17 fucking thousand JEUS CHRIST-)