Our house was filled with silence not a sound made by neither me or Lewis.
Lewis and I are starting to drift apart ... he's always too tired to talk or he always has something to do . We've been married for 2 years and I'm afraid a divorce is around the corner.
How did we go from not getting enough of each others to sitting here by our dinner table , where we shared a lot of happy meals together...all in silence pure silence.
Then suddenly it came to my mind what if his cheating...no y/n Lewis will never do something like that...you trust him right?
The thought didn't want to escape my mind... it's driving me crazy.
" I'm going out with some friends you don't have to stay up " Lewis said the most iconic words that he only managed to tell me all month long .
He then left the table and made his way ...to get ready for a night with his friends I guess.
I glared at the food that Lewis didn't even manage to touch .
He must be cheating...
I got my phone then I searched Lewis Hamilton rumours
Their was a lot about racing , then something interesting pops up a most recent rumor that his hooking up with Gigi Hadid
I clicked on a picture... that's what he was wearing yesterday, a photo of him and Gigi in a club..he looked like he was having the time of his life .... he's cheating on me ...
Why is he doing this I need answers..
A few minutes later Lewis got down the stairs and made his way to open the door..then suddenly I grabbed his wrist.
He turned and I looked at him,his eyes wasn't his usual chocolate brown drop beautiful eyes...it was pitch black now filled with emotions I don't even recognize.
Here the man that I love is standing in front of me waiting for me to say something. But I don't know what to say , I hadn't spoken to him for so long that I don't even know anymore how to speak to him.
" Lew.. Lewis are you cheating on me with Gigi ?" I said in a shaking voice afraid of what his answer is gonna be.
" Where is this coming from?"
" Just answer my question Lewis?"
" No I'm not I'm just having some harmless fun with my friends...so I'm not allowed to leave this house without your permission now " Lewis said.
" It's not what I'm saying , I know you lying Lewis" I say.
Anger was now visible in Lewis face . Lewis turned around to open the door once again but I placed my hand on his shoulder stopping him once again.
" What's your problem y/n " Lewis said.
" Just answer me one thing then you may leave"
" Do you still love me Lewis?"
Lewis opened the door successfully this time and got into his car leaving in a speed .
That's how fast he wants to get away from me . He didn't even answer my question. What happened to my Lewis the one I loved where is he ?
Suddenly my phone started to ring it was a unfamiliar number.
I swipe to answer. " Hello is this Mrs Hamilton?" the stranger asked. " Yes how may I help you?"
Your husband has been in a accident...
Everything the man said after faded away
The love of my life is in an accident
I didn't think straight or asked much ... I grabbed my keys, rushed to my car and made my way to the nearest hospital.
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I run in the hospital.
" Where's my husband?" I asked the recipient out of breath.
" Calm down Ms , Who's your husband?"
" His name is Lewis Hamilton" I said.
" Let's see" she said typing his name in the system.
" He's been rushed to the operation room , the doctors are still operating" she said.
I walked up and down in the waiting room .... busy losing my head.
What if I never confronted him , non of this would have happened
Why didn't I just leave everything.
I made my way again to the recipient.
" What's taking them so long ?, I wanna know if my husband is okay" I said.
" The doctor will now come see you just be patient"
" You wanna tell me to be patient.. while my husband could be dying on that hospital bed, you want me to be patient"
Just that second the doctor called
"Y/n Hamilton"
I made my way to the doctor
" Doc is he gonna be okay!" I say.
" Mrs Hamilton right?" the doctor ask.
I just nodded
" Mr Hamilton has serious injuries by his head and neck, but his fine my only concern is that will he ever recover fully" the doc said
" How do you mean ?"
" His not able to move his neck "
" What ! " I said knowing Lewis will be furious cause this may mean the end of his career.
" Can I see him " I asked.
" His stable now but he can't have visitors anything can happen" the doc say.
" Please I need to see him "
" Fine but not for long"
I nodded my head and made my way to Lewis hospital room.
I opened the door as I turned my head I was shocked with what I was seeing... He looks different..his neck is stiff , there's a lot of sores on his face and there's stiches by his head .
" Lewis.. I love you plz open your eyes"
" I should have never confronted you or anything...why now you laying here"
" Lewis my love please open your eyes do it for us " I said placing his hand on my stomach.
I found out a few weeks ago that I'm pregnant but I wanted to wait for the right time to tell him .
This is clearly not how I wanted to tell him .
" Lewis I can't raise our unborn baby on my own " I said not realising that I'm crying again.
" You said you'd be their"
" And ... I am" I hear Lewis say. Wait his awake.
" Lewis I'm sorry I know you didn't cheat on me ...Gigi told me" I said
" Don't apologize love ...so we gonna have a little angel" he said
" Ya we gonna have a little Hamilton"
Lewis was out of the hospital in no time ... It didn't take him long to return to Formula one .. which made me sad I miss the early morning cuddles and late night conversation but I'm happy his doing what he loves. It was a tough road through physical therapy getting his neck back to normal but we got through that road together...
"Together"
