The fresh air of Manchester hit me . I spotted my friend Marcus Rasford car ..
" Rashy boy, I missed you! " I said giving him a hug .
" It's been a while" he said taking my suit case .
We hit the roads and we spoke about all sorts of things like Family, Work , Food and Fitness...till Marcus phone rang.
" Hi Jess" Marcus said.
Of course I should have known if I'm with Marcus he be with Marcus how will I even face him.
"Sure see you later then " Marcus laughing.
Then the phone call ended
" How is he doing?" I asked Marcus.
" He's fine, he was broken when you left "
" Hmm" that was all I managed to say .
" When last did you guys talk to each other?" Marcus ask.
" The time we broke up 4 years ago " I said
" Are you dating anyone?" Marcus ask
" No, too busy with work that's all"
" Any projects?" Marcus ask.
" Actually yes I'm doing a Calvin Klein shoot"
" Jesse is al- "
His phone started ringing
He picked it up and from what I could hear it was something about his house or something.
We then pulled up in his driveway.
I got inside Marus house, everything is still the same as four years ago .
Marcus came in with my suitcases.
Today is the morning that I'm doing my Calvin Klein shoot ..
I arrived at the set the director told me all the pose ideas and that we going for a sexy kinda vibe ...and that I'm doing the shoot with a athlete...
If it's not Lewis Hamilton or Daniel Riccardo then I don't give a shit who it is
I went to change in my first look which is the underwear . The setting is in the bedroom and balcony.
I got to the bedroom, then there he is ....the one who owns my heart but chose to break it
Jesse Lingard ...
He immediately see me enter the room.
" Hi Y/n it's good to see you" Jesse said.
" It's good to see you too" I said.
The photographer called us that his ready ...
I already did my make up and hair .
We got in position, where I have to lay on the bed and Jesse have to lay besides me looking into my eyes.
Jesse just had the Calvin Klein underwear on.
Then we did a one where we were our face are inches away from kissing just to for the show of passion.
I won't lie I wanted him to kiss me ... I wanted his soft lips on mine..
Then it was time to change.
This time I got into some jeans with a bra .
Jesse also had jeans on with a shirt that has bottoms ... I guess Jesse didn't bother to do it.
We get the balcony where Jesse has to give me a hug from behind. We also did one where he whispered in my ear and I laugh....
That's a wrap guys
"Y/n can we talk please?"
I hesitated for a minute ...
" Fine"
" Look I know I should have been their for you through the miscarriage but I was afraid and football was the only way to cope with it " he said.
" I wanted to go after you so bad but I knew if I go after you it break me " he continued.
"Typically Jlingz , so selfish"
" Jesse did you think it was easy for me , I had depression for almost more than two years and guess what I had no one ... I was all alone in a big city" I said
" Please give me another chance we can make it work this time" he said.
" No no Jesse it wont work "
I then walked away with a few tears in my eyes
I immediately ring Marcus phone
"Hel-" Marus said but I cut him off.
" Did you know that your friend was going to be here at the shoot?" I say
" Yes , but I tried to tell you " he said.
" Marcus you should have tried harder" I said.
" Why don't you just give him another chance?" Marcus say.
" Beans I'm scared that the past is gonna repeat it self " I said.
" Follow your heart" he said then hang up the phone.
I walked straight to Jesse ...
" Jesse I needed you but you weren't there " I say.
" But now you here" I said.
Then I connected our lips it felt like electricity
" I love you y/n " Jesse say ..
"I love you"
