Missing You

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Missing You
•Sapnap•

It's shorter but I haven't written in a couple weeks so I'll let it slide.

It's kind of angsty

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Flashback to one month ago

"We can't even talk without getting into a fight!".

"You're the one who keeps bringing it up!," Sapnap yells.

"Well it isn't going to get any better if we just ignore it!".

"I don't think it's going to get any better to begin with!," Sapnap argues.

"What is that supposed to mean?," I ask.

"Maybe we would be better off if we just went our separate ways".

"Are you breaking up with me?".

"I'll get my stuff out tomorrow....," He says as he grabs his keys.

Flashback over

Y/n's POV

I miss him, I knew I shouldn't but I do.

I can't sleep on his side of the bed.

I can't wear the sweatshirts I stole from him, but can't bare to part with them either.

I can't watch his old streams.

I can't look at our old photos.

Everything thing reminds me of him, of us.

I can't help but wonder where we would be if we hadn't broken up,

Would we be happier?

Would we be cuddling, kissing? Or would we be fighting.

Would we be yelling back and forth?

To be quite honest I don't care, I just wanted to be near him.

I wanted to be able to hold him.

I want to be able to think about him and not cry.

I want to be able to text him.

I want to be able to wake up with him next to me.

I want to be happy.

He makes me happy.

I can't handle the pain anymore.

Sapnap's POV

I miss her, and I know I don't have any right to, but I do.

I regret letting her go.

I can't stop looking at our old pictures.

I always have her streams playing in the background.

I keep running through our happiest memories in my mind,

The little picnics we would go on,

The movie nights,

Everything.

I should've stopped her, told her I was sorry and that I would change, but I didn't do that.

I just walked away, I did nothing.

Why did I do nothing?

I want to be happy again.

I want her.

She is my happiness.

She is my sunshine,

And I can't keep living in darkness.

Sapnap🔥
Hey, can we talk.....

Y/n🍄
Meet at our spot.

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March 19, 2022

Word count: 415

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