For You

Chapter 5

Lisa Pov
It's already night and we already ate. Seulgi and Jisoo are already inside the tent but I decided to stay outside for a fresh air.

Hmm should I break their rules again?...... I asked myself.

I broke their rules two times and it almost cause my death.

The first one when I was a kid. I talked to some strangers and I already came back when it's almost dark. They put me in that chair. An electric chair and they shave my hair in the head and the lower part of my leg before chaining me and covering my face. It's less than 500 volts but it's only one time.

The second time is when I came back late because of school because of Jisoo and Seulgi dragging me in the arcade. Dad fired a gun near to my head while the line in the side of my head. My Mom did that, I don't know is she's crazy or what but I just let her because I'm scared.

They almost put me in that chair again but luckily Hyo Joo unnie came that's why it didn't happen. I'm scared in the dark. I'm always thinking that everytime I close my eyes, I might feel that pain again. I'm being paranoid but I can't do anything I'm scared.

Hyo Joo unnie came when I'm already twelve and she told me that she saw what happened. She asked me if it's just one time but I told her that it's the second time. Since then she never left me when my parents are around.

If they aren't my parents I might think that they are crazy and doesn't want someone to get me from them.

I'm really lucky to survive all of that. So is it worth it to break their rules again? For Miss Noh?

Hyo Joo unnie said it's okay to be selfish sometimes so maybe I'll try.

Hey why are you still here?...... I heard Noze asked and she sat beside me.

I just want some fresh air....... I answered.

Hmm Lisa...... Noze stated and I just hummed.

If I will give you a lot of books, can we be close?....... Noze asked that made me looked at her.

You know, I noticed that your attention is always in your books.....Noze stated.

Hmm it depends...... I answered and looked at the moon.

The moon is beautiful isn't?...... Noze asked.

Yes, it never disappoint me when I'm down ....... I answered.

Hmm do you have any siblings?......Nose asked.

I'm only child....... I answered.

Hmm you know Kwon doesn't fit your name...... Noze stated and I looked at her.

Uhm don't be offended but for me it Kwon really doesn't fit for your surname...... Noze stated.

Why is that?...... I asked her

Because Noh will be perfect to be your surname...... Noze answered.

Keep dreaming...... I said to her.

Of course until it become a real.....Noze stated.

Are you perhaps flirting me?..... I asked her.

What do you think?...... Noze asked.

I think, you're being stupid right now...... I answered that made her pouted and I smiled secretly.

Oh come on, I'm just making you smile...... Noze stated.

You don't need to...... I stated.

But I want to...... Noze stated then she suddenly cupped my cheeks that made me stunned.

Your eyes scream fear, pain and sadness Lisa...... Noze stated so I looked away.

I'll help you to be happy........ Noze stated.

There's a barrier Noze..... I stated.

What kind of barrier?...... Noze asked and I released a deep sigh.

A barrier that have a lot of  poisonous thorn...... I stated.

I don't care, seeing you smile I know it will be worth it..... Noze stated and she hold my hand.

Trust me..... Noze stated.

Then I'll break their rules again for you..... I muttered.