Mason Mount imagines

Panic Attack

Once again, I'm home alone not that I'm complaining.

I did not want to go to Mason's game today as my anxiety was going through the roof and I don't feel up to it, but I promised to watch the game at home so I could still be supportive. Mason insisted that I go to watch the game. I couldn't say no.

I shower and change into my England shirt with "Mount" on the back and blue ripped jeans, with a blue denim jacket, my hair was in two plaits as I like my hair curly some days. I grab my bag and get into the car. I drive to Wembley stadium, which was only a 30 minute drive from where I was staying as I went to visit my parents for the weekend.

I park my car, before heading into the building. The crowd starts shuffling into the building, making me have barely any room to walk. My heart races but I try my best to ignore it. I go up into the v.i.p box, where most of the footballers families are watching the game. I stand next to Lauren, Dec's girlfriend, one of my best friends.

"Hey girl, I didn't know you were going to the game" she tells me surprised that I came.

"Mase insitied that I go and I couldn't say no" I tell her, slightly annoyed with him.

"You can be supportive at home" she responds to me as she reads the panic in my face.

"I don't want him to be upset with me if I stay a home" I admit but she shakes her head.

"Mase, wouldn't be upset with you if you don't go to a game. He'll understand" she ressures me but it doesn't really work.

"Well, I'm here now" I smile but still panicking.

Lauren posts a video of the stadium and the crowd on her insta story. She records my voice and tags me on the story, which I repost. Sasha, Jack's girlfriend walks up to us with three bottles of different drinks. She hands me a coca cola. My favourite.

"Kick off time, let's go England" Sasha cheers loudly.

"You always have the drinks" Lauren chuckles, realising.

"I have the snacks, well most of the time anyway" I join in, smiling.

"Fans caught us walking into the stadium, I'm tagged in so many videos and photos" she tells us, sounding upset.

"Oh I turned my tags off" Lauren explains.

"My account is on private, well except for my tiktok but not many people know about that account" I respond, while looking at the pitch.

"Anyway, lets watch the game out the box. Come on" Sasha cheers so we follow her.

I follow everyone out of the box, I know this is going to be a bad idea but I don’t want to ruin it for everyone. My heart beat increases. I felt like it was going to beat out of my chest. I stand next to Lauren and Sasha concentrating on the game, trying not to panic.

During the 43rd minute Harry Kane scores which makes all the England fans start screaming and chanting which as you probably guessed made me start panicking.

Few minutes later, the whistle blew too start half time. I caught contact with Mason, who was looking at me with concern as I never watch the games in the stand. He calls me down, so I make my way towards the tunnel from inside the building, where he grabs my hand and leads me into a quite space.

As soon, as I was away from everyone, tears start streaming down my face, my breath became unsteady. Both of my hands and legs were shaking. I gave in and fell too the floor, crying and unable to breathe. Mason luckily caught me, before I could injure myself, he sits next to me, hugging me tightly and rubbing my back.

"Its okay, take a deep breathe, in and hold for 4, then breathe out for 8" he explains but I shake my head.

"I...c...c...can't" I stutter, struggling to copy his breathing.

"Yes you can, you can do this. I know you can" he whispers to me, trying to get me to breath.

I manage to control my breathing, I hide my face, from Mason. Unlucky for the both of us, Gareth calls Mason into the changing room.

"I'll be okay, I promise. Go to Gareth" I tell Mason, but he sighs.

"Are you sure" he questions, not believing me.

I nod my head, answering his question.  Mason has no choice but to go to Gareth, he kisses my lips before leaving.

I manage to get my breath back and mostly stop shaking. I wipe my eyes, and head back out to the stands, where Lauren and Sasha are looking at me worried.

"Do you want to go back to the box" Sasha questions, upset that she forgot about how I can get.

"You should of told us, we're sorry y/n/n" Lauren says, sadly and disappointed in herself.

"No, it's okay and I want to stay in the crowd" I tell them, getting a surprised look on their faces.

The 2nd half begins, Mason walks back onto the pitch. He looks at me and gives me a reassuring look.

England win 4 - 0. The fans leave the stadium once the game finishes but I  make my way back down to the pitch, where Mason is waiting for you.

"I'm so sorry. I should have stayed with you. I am so sorry babe" he guilty saya but I shake my head.

"Mase, your job is so important and I don't want you to miss things because of me. Please don't apologise, its not your fault" I tell him but he pulls me into a hug, feeling bad for leaving me.

"I'm your boyfriend and I should've helped you but I didn't, I left you" he explains, thinking back to what happened.

"You helped me Mase, you helped me control my breathing and you told me I could do it." I remind him, cheering him up a little bit.

Mase hugs me tightly, while kissing my forehead. I wrap my hands around his waist.

After an hour later, I drive back to our house behind Mase's car.

Mason showers and changes into something comfortable, I also change into one of Mason's hoodie and joggers, it's much more comfortable in his clothes.

He makes us both a hot chocolate, while I put a movie on which we both love. I put my feet on the sofa, as Mason sits next to you, he pulls me into a hug. His arms go around my shoulders. I lay my head on his shoulder, feeling happy that I'm with him.

'I love you so much Y/n" he tells me, smiling from ear to ear.

"I love you so much Mason" I reply, also smiling from ear to ear.

Mason kisses me on the head every so often as we both watch the movie. I watch him posts a private instagram story of me on his chest, watching the movie. He tags me and puts the song "I can't help falling in love by Elvis Pressley". I repost it on my story, sending love hearts back to him.

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Edited: 11/12/22

Published: 28/03/22

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