shifting in my sleep i woke to a loud noise .
"what?" i rubbed my eyes getting up .
i grabbed the knife that was on my dresser and got up going to see what it was .
walking down the steps , i peeped around the corner seeing Khalil lock my door back .
"what the fuck are you doing? i told you to leave me the fuck alone" i started raising my voice .
"you betta shut up fo you wake lil man up" he walked over to me .
i could smell that he'd been out drinking and at a club .
these were the worst nights , when he would come over my place while my little brother was sleep .
Khalil was my toxic ex , i've tried to break it off with him plenty of times .
but he just won't leave me alone .
"i'm sorry about yesterday baby , you know i only want you" he tried kissing me .
"khalil please not tonight" i held him back by his chest .
"you know i love you esamani" he grabbed my wrist .
"let me go khalil please" i begged him , i honestly hated him so much .
it was so different at first , but after he cheated and i tried to leave him , he changed.
he pushed me onto the couch , i knew what was gonna happen .
he did it almost every night .
no matter how much i kicked and screamed he never stopped until he finished
"khalil i don't wanna do this get off of me" i tried pushing him off .
"don't. fucking. touch. me." he hit me in my face and a few times in my stomach .
he unbuckled his pants and started to stroke his dick a few times .
he put it inside me starting slow , speeding up after a few strokes
i sat there silently letting him do what he usually does .
"fuck mani fuck" he groaned .
"cum for me baby" he whispered in my ear then kissed my neck .
"ah-" just then his phone started to ring .
"man fuck y'all want bru? ... aii i'm finna slide" he slapped hisself on my kitty before getting up .
"ima be back tmr bae" he kissed my cheek and walked out .
i sighed just sitting there laying .
"sissy" my brother walked downstairs rubbing his eyes .
i jumped up quick and slid my shorts back up .
"yes ? what's wrong ky" i got down to his level
"i had a bad dream i can't sleep" he started to whine a little .
"come on let's go back to your room" i carried him into his room .
i put on pj mask and laid there with him until he fell asleep .
once he was surely sleep i got out and went to shower .
i grabbed my clothes and put them on the bed until i got out .
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i sat on my bed rubbing lotion on my legs .
beautiful lies played lowly in the back , i hummed the words .
