"i'm not waiting" november 9th, 2021
verse one:
the lonliest road i walked with you
the happiness i brought to you
all the things i talked with you
are now just a memory
the april evening youthful rush
the secrets we had both locked up
my cracked and broken fragile trust
the things you had said to me
chorus:
we had the best of crimes
at the worst of times
but i think i'm over it now
time to leave this town
and we had all those plans together
about now and forever
but i dont think i feel that anymore
maybe my heart just had gotten bored
'cause now i'm sittin' starin' at the wall
but this time i'm not waitin' for your call
verse two:
my secret you swore not to tell
my sanity when all else failed
the circumstances in which i fell
how could you spare me?
'cause i was nothing but a flirt
never gave two fucks 'bout her
didn't want to feel the hurt
how are you still there for me?
chorus:
we had the best of crimes
at the worst of times
but i think i'm over it now
time to leave this town
and we had all those plans together
about now and forever
but i dont think i feel that anymore
maybe my heart just had gotten bored
'cause now i'm sittin' starin' at the wall
but this time i'm not waitin' for your call
-this song is mostly true, some of it's made up (specifically the chorus) but it's pretty much all true
