"if i said goodbye" april 21 2021 (TW: suicide)
verse 1
he's my friend
what keeps me up at night
he's one of the things
keeping me alive
does he really care about me?
or am i imagining what i want it to be?
chorus 1
i bet he wouldn't care if i said goodbye
maybe he'd be sad he's no longer mind
but he'd be over it in two months
and find another girl he wants
verse 2
she was my friend
and i'd known her for so long
she probably never thought about me
when i was gone
i know she doesn't care about me
she wouldn't care if i decided to leave
chorus 2
i know she wouldn't care if i said goodbye
maybe she'd be said, she probably wouldn't cry
she'd act depressed for a few weeks
and that shows how little she thought of me
verse 3
she's my best friend
she's like my sister
the only one that i can tell i missed her
and i know she cares about me
she wouldn't be okay without me
chorus 3
i know she'd care if i said goodbye
she'd never forget me, though she'd try
she'd do the same thing i dis
so she could be with me
and we'd stay together
for eternity
-looking back at this was like *whoa that's dark 0-0*
writing this song was very therapeutic for me though
