"now or never" january 20 2021
verse 1
rush to the bathroom, lock the door
slide down, trembling, to the floor
ask myself, "what's this torture for?"
i don't even know anymore
verse 2
so i sit there crying for an hour
then i force myself into the shower
try to stand tall like the eiffel tower
tell myself, "honey it's now or
chorus 1
"never
it's now or never
it can't go on forever
it's now or never"
verse 3
and then it's midnight, and i can't sleep
i've barely slept five hours this week
in the morning, can't stay on my feet
wondering what has happened to me
and i know it's probably 'cause of him
on him all my time was spent
so i force myself to forget
forget what it meant to me
just forget
verse 4
i'm wilting like a rose, a majestic flower
i once was strong, but i lost my power
thinking, "god, why am i such a coward"
baby girl it's now or
chorus 2
never
it's now or never
it can't go on forever
it's now or never
now or never
it's now or never
me, myself, and i
can get ourself together
it's now or never
bridge
so i force myself to forget
forget what it meant to me
just forget
so i force myself to forget
forget what it meant to me
just forget
so i force myself to forget
forget what it meant to me
just forget
so i force myself to forget
forget what it meant to me
just forget
chorus 3
never
it's now or never
it can't go on forever
it's now or never
now or never
it's now or never
me, myself, and i
can get ourself together
it's now or never
it's now or never
i know it's now or never
now or never
-very depressing
