"overthinking" december 4, 2022
verse 1
i get nervous when you don't pick up
running through possiblities of why you could be ignoring me
was it something i said, did you fall out of love?
i was wrong, it was just 1am and you were asleep
i overthink until i physically throw up
worst case scenarios running through my mind
wondering why you wouldn't show up
you were only 10 minutes late, your ride was running behind
chorus
how could you love me?
i'm always worried about something
did you not see?
unaware of the storm coming
i'm clingy to a fault
always need your validation
i'm waiting for your call
all too much for me to take in
still we hit the ground running
verse 2
i panic when you start to go silent
did i offend you, did i make you hurt?
heart starts to beat, nausea sets in
i look back up at you, you just had to fix your shirt
never done this shit before, it's obvious
i don't know what to do, how to act
i perform better for an audience
when my anxiety is ramping, you still keep me intact
chorus
how could you love me?
i'm always worried about something
did you not see?
unaware of the storm coming
i'm clingy to a fault
always need your validation
i'm waiting for your call
all too much for me to take in
still we hit the ground running
outro
this fucking feeling's exhausting
i don't get how people do this all the time
they say it's something to get "lost in"
but i want this phase to die
'cause my mental health can't take the excitement
at least not to this extent
i don't want to be your time misspeant
but you seem to accept
my mishaps and how i present
help me through my decent
into madness through my torment
until it finally relents
