"lavish storm" november 26, 2022
verse 1
so we left the same way we did before
you were drinking, and i was fucking bored
and behind the scenes, i was silently restored
to the prom queen you once knew,
crying on her bathroom floor
verse 2
shockingly you try to reclaim the sword
but you know your efforts are inevitably ignored
something in the haze, surrounded by the lavish storm
it's not like what we had's been completely destroyed
refrain 1
'cause you know me
and i'm hurting
but i'm trying
to restore your lightning
verse 3
so now we're driving down the interstate, passed an accident
tighten your grip on the wheel, so it doesn't happen to us
cause i know you care, even when you say you have been
changing how you feel, know we still have it
refrain 2
crying like
when you met me
smiling cause
you won't forget me
verse 4
supposedly i'm supposed to try
to wrap my mind around your reason why
and i can't come down from your high
your stains all on my hands like red wine
you're laying in your bed let out a sigh
im crying in the night with your closed eyes
my hollow chest is fighting for the sky and
this lavish storm is painting my sins white
verse 5
middle of the night and i'm trying to explain
the way i feel when i see your face
the way i feel when i hear your name
the way i feel, it's not the same
refrain 3
don't you
take back all that you said
fuck you
if you think i'll start again
verse 6
now we're back again, trying to pretend
that end is only in our head
take your shit and be a man
and we're waiting patiently for some sort of sign, relief
hoping that nobody sees that you were only meant for me
outro
calling
you back to what you know
honey
just drive us home
drive us home
drive me home
-wrote this as a freestyle
