Tyrant

14

                                 Billie's POV

"Billie time to get up!" I hear my mother shout.

I've been up for about two hours now, just thinking. I'm having a hard time accepting that I feel genuinely happy today. It sounds stupid but every time I'm happy I feel like someone's pulling a practical joke on me and that at any moment I'll go back to being unhappy.

Today I decide to wear a tighter shirt, but because of how big my chest is it's basically a crop top now. I pair that with my usual basketball shorts and high top jordan 1s. I go into my bathroom to do my usual regime, I put my hair in a messy but cute ponytail and go back to my room to decide what jewelry to wear.

Once I'm done accessorizing I go to the kitchen and make myself a bowl of some fruit salad that I'm assuming my mom made. I sit at the island and eat while scrolling through my phone.

I get a few messages for the group chat Zoe added me to with the others.

The Backyardigans🫶

Zoe🤧💕
did anyone do the
english hw?

Khalia🥰
bitch why u ain't ask this
shit last night? You ask an hour
before school 😭

                                                          hey hey be nice, Zoe
                                              can't her help slowness 😌

Tris🤪🤪
damn Bil what happened to
being nice? 🤣

Zoe🤧💕
ya mfs got it or not? 🤨
And fuck u Billie ❤️

MattyBoy🥺🧸
yeah I'll send it to u hoe
but next time do your own shit

Zoe🤧💕
thank u love 😘😘
remind me why I broke up
wit u again? You're so sweet
🥺🥺🥰

Tris🤪🤪
maybe bc u don't like
dick perhaps 🤔

                                                           hold up did i miss a
                                                  chapter?! ya'll dated? 👀

Khalia🥰
Zo u ain't tell her?
Yeah they dated briefly but then
Zoe tastes pussy and been gay ever
since 😭 did I tell that story right?

Zoe🤧💕
yeah bitch you told it right 😒

                                                       ngl pussy is better 🤷‍♀️

Tris🤪🤪
Billie likes girls?!!! Why didn't anyone
tell me? 👀

MattyBoy🥺🧸
👀

Khalia🥰
so i'm the only one who
assumed Bil was apart of the
alphabet mafia?

alphabet mafia? 🤣
byeeee 😭

Zoe🤧💕
you are so stupid 😂
see you guys in school ✌️

MattyBoy🥺🧸
but wait we gotta talk about this!

I put my phone down and did my usual morning shit, once again today I decide to wear something a little more fitted. Not gonna lie, there biker shorts make my ass look kinda good. I thought about wearing a crop top but today is just not one of those days plus the over sized t-shirt I decide to wear is more me.

Once I'm done I grab a bottle of water, deciding against breakfast. I can wait until lunch for food.

****

The bell rings and I rush to my class, I regret letting Matt drag me into conversation about my sexuality he has so many questions that I just could not answer. I never really had to think hard about what I like, I've just always liked whoever caught my eye. Gender never mattered and it still doesn't.

As I take my seat I see Sev walk in, we make eye contact. She flashes me a wink and I look away feeling my cheeks heat up. Of course she sits next to me flustering me even more.

"Hey beautiful" she husks, her words only loud enough for my ears to hear.

"Hi" I mumble hiding my face from her.

She gently grabs my face making me look into her eyes, she has this shit-eating grin plastered on her face. She is having way too much fun bothering me.

She looks me up and down before speaking, "did you wear those tight ass shorts for me?" She chuckles.

My bottom lip now tucked between my teeth, I shrug trying to break eye contact but failing horribly.

What is this girl doing to me?