What am I supposed to do?
When I feel the pain you're feeling too.
I feel everything with the intensity of a thousand suns
So, when others hurt....
I come undone.
I see the anger
The pain
The things you mistakenly call
a monster lurking within
And I feel it too.
I have those same monsters inside of me.
The longing to be freed
The longing to not feel everything
Everything or nothing
Oftentimes a confusing combination of both
The Rage that blindsides
Almost as often as the despair does
And the worst of it all
Worse than the lashing out
The lack of control over a mind you can't quite comprehend
Is the agonizing numb
I see it all
I feel it too
Maybe I'm just crazy
Or maybe...
Maybe you really are
Like Me too.
