So many thoughts in my head
Cant tell if I'm alive or dead
Going through the motions of life
I'm tired of pretending
That everything is alright
My depression has me tight within its grasp
Suffocating me as I fail to gasp
Loneliness consumes me
Envelopes me in its dark embrace
So much love to give
Its eating me alive
I try to fight the monsters in my head
But I'm worn
Torn
Frazzled and shattered
Barely holding on
I'm just a fool
For hoping
For wishing
For praying
for light and love
When I'm clearly not worth it
How the hell do I keep soldiering on?
Even I cannot tell
All I know for certain
Is that the war within is pure hell
