Eternal Love

Chapter one

Beep~~ Beep~~ Beep~~

A fainting sound echo inside the hospital room, Jisoo slowly open her eyes. Her vision welcome with a white ceiling and a terrible smell. She hates it. She hate everything about the hospital.

Jisoo pick herself up and look at her surroundings losing in her own thought. She heard a few knock on the door which get her back to reality. She sighs before tell a person outside which she assumes that is a doctor to come in.

" Hello Jisoo" Doctor Kim wave.

Jisoo give her uncle a glance with a hum.

" How are you feeling?" He take a seat beside her.

" Same" she give a short answer, not wanting to talk anymore.

He sighs and gripped on jisoo's hand which make her flinch and give him a question look.

" When will you forgive yourself??? Hmm?" He asks.

" I bet they don't even blame you for that.." he continues.

Jisoo pull away from his grips and look away.

" Go"

" Jisoo.."

" GO " She unintentionally shouts at her uncle.

" Alright! I will ask someone to clean your wound later." He get up and leave.

Jisoo look down at her own wrists, she should have cut it deeper.

" I hate this so much" she talk to herself.

It was late at night and Jisoo seems like she couldn't sleep at all. She yank off her cover and leave the bed. She walk to closet to get a sweater and put it on. She badly need a fresh air right now. Jisoo walk up to the rooftop with her heavy breathe.

She walks to the railings and grabbed on it tight. A cold breeze wash over her face, she felt numb and she likes it.

" What should I do mom???" She whisper to herself.

" I'm losing my will power to live anymore..."

" Mom... I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything.." Jisoo drop her head low as she tried to stop herself from crying.

After calming herself down, Jisoo climb over the rails, standing still and grabbing on it tight. She look up to the darken sky and sadly smile.

" What are you doing???"

Jisoo was about to jump but someone's voice stopped her. She turn around to meet with a brunette with a blue eyes. That girl is wearing a hoodie over which she assumes that is a hospital gown.

" Are you going to jump??"

" really?? In this cold weather???" A girl ask.

" Why does it matter with you??" Jisoo ask back.

" Well! This was my hidden spot until intruder come"

Jisoo frowned.

" Come down now. Whatever you are going through, I felt you."

" Who are you to say that? You don't even know me" Jisoo spit out.

" I tend to sympathize with everyone sweetie."

" I heard you mention about your mom. Didn't you feel bad for her for dying like this??"

" Did you eavesdropping me?" Jisoo raise her voice.

" I happened to stay here. It's hard not to hear you know. " a brunette shrugged.

Both of them fell into silent.

" Do you know?"

" I have a terminal illness. I don't know when will I die but I surely not survived for long..." a blue eyes girl spoke which grabbing Jisoo attention.

" I always come up here with a thought of jumping down. I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to end the pain. I don't want to get fix anymore because I would only burden people around me."

" But do you know why I still survive until now???"She asks.

Jisoo shook her head.

" Because I couldn't imagine what my parents felt if I die like this..."

" when your loved ones...pass away all of sudden without a good bye, the people left behind ended up in a tremendous pain."

She smile a little and turn to Jisoo who stood still.

" Do as you pleaded. I'm not deciding on anything for you. I just felt so suffocated and I have no one to talk with. It was nice meeting you." A brunette flash her a smile and walk away, leaving Jisoo stood there in confused.

Jisoo never felt like this. She never feel comfort or touched by someone story before. Her heart suddenly beat faster when think about a brunette smile. She gulped and claim down to the floor.

The next morning come by with her uncle stay inside her room to clean her wound, but Jisoo mind is else where.

" Jisoo" Doctor Kim call again.

" Yes??" Jisoo answers.

" What's on your mind??? I have called you a few times already."

" Ahh , nothing " Jisoo give a small smile.

" You can leave tomorrow, your wound heal faster this time because the cut is not too deep" He sighs.

" Ummm" Jisoo hummed.

" Jisoo ahhh" he calls.

" Yes"

" Can we talk about that??" He tried not to triggered Jisoo.

She sighs and look at her uncle.

" No"

" but I promise you that I won't do that anymore" she spoke.

" Really???"

" Yeah"

Doctor Kim embrace her and smile.

" That's relief... "

Jisoo pull away and fiddling with her fingers.

" but... uncle" she bite her lip.

" Can I ask you something??"

" yes, anything"

" Do ... do you have a patient with a blue eyes?"

" Huh??"

" What kind of question is this?" Her uncle broke into a laugh.

" Nevermind." She felt embarrassed.

" Do you make friend already???" He ask.

" I just happened to talk to her for a moment and forget to ask for her name"

" I have plenty of patients with a blue eyes Jisoo. If you would like to find her, I will call you every time I have them"

" ahhhh, that's okay. You don't have to do that. It's not that important " She wave her hand.

" Really?? I think she must be important to you because Kim Jisoo that I know never ask me a question like this, let alone my patient with blue eyes" he tease.

" UNCLE"

" Alright alright. Rest for now. Tomorrow your aunt will pick you up" He pat her head and leave to do his work again.

Jisoo slumped her body on bed and has her arm cross over her forehead.

She suck on her teeth. She should have ask for her name. She doesn't know why she keep thinking about a certain brunette but something about her just keep Jisoo wide awake.

" Her smile look so beautiful and sad at the same time"

" I wish I could give you a hug" Jisoo whisper to herself.

" I wish I could heal you...."