f/b/t/r/s- favorite big time rush song
Y/n's POV
Of course he'd be in love with her, I mean come on, Kiara is pretty, and can get anyone. She already got Pope wrapped around her finger, and now she has the one boy I love,JJ. I would do anything for him. I love him dearly, but he doesn't love me back. I could tell by the way Kiara and JJ looked at each other.
I've tried moving on, done everything I could, but nothing works. They were everywhere I went. But you know what, I don't need no man to make me happy. Today, us Pogues and Sarah, were hanging out on John B's porch. I was happy we could finally all hang out together. "Guys I'm so excited." I said, walking onto the porch. "Ooh, about what?" Sarah asked.
"So my favorite band Big Time Rush is coming to the Outer Banks, and I got front row tickets." I said, I saw Kiara roll her eyes. "YASSSS!" Sarah yelled. "Y/n no one really cares about some stupid band that was popular years ago, ok? We get it, you love them, but stop talking about them." Kiara said.
I nodded, tears starting to form in my eyes. I am not going to cry. A tear rolled down my cheek, but I sucked it back into my eye. I am not going to cry. "Ok, fine I will stop talking about them, but you don't need to be rude about it." I told Kiara. "Honestly Y/n, it is kind of annoying when you talk about them." JJ said.
"Ok and?" I said. "Do I look like I care what anybody else thinks?" Sarah nodded. It stung my heart at the words JJ said, but I don't care. I grabbed an apple juice and sat on the couch. ( A/n: DO NOT JUDGE ME I PREFER APPLE JUICE OVER BEER) I do drink beer, but mostly apple juice. I just sat beside Sarah, my best friend, and talked about Big Time Rush.
"Sarah, I have something to tell you." I said. She nodded for me to continue. "I got you a ticket too, I mean I know you don't like them but I just thought you would like one." I said. She squealed. "THANK YOU SO MUCH!" Sarah yelled, and hugged me. "I've been meaning to tell you that I have been a fan of them for years, but thought I would get made fun of for it." Sarah confessed.
"YES ANOTHER BTR FAN!" I said. I heard everyone else groan except John B, Pope, and Sarah. "Just shut up about BTR Y/n, honestly, why are you even a part of this group?" JJ said. "Because 1. I'm related to Pope, and 2. I've been friends with you guys since forever ago." I stated. I rolled my eyes, before talking about something else to Sarah.
Concert Night
I stood in Sarah's room as we got ready for the concert, I finally decided on an outfit. (You pick because everytime I choose an outfit, someone says something bad about it). "I'm so excited Sarah, I can't believe we get to see them." I said, super excited.
Concert Place
Me and Sarah arrived, and saw that the line was pretty short. We got in line, waiting to get inside. Once we got inside, we made our way to our seats. Soon, Big Time Rush came out. They first performed f/b/t/r/s. I was having the time of my life, watching them perform. I got a VIP Pass to the meet and greet. We headed to the meet and greet, and were super excited to meet them.
We were next in line, and I was so happy. Kendall pulled me into a hug, and I died. "Hey what's your name?" James asked me and Sarah. "I'm Y/n." I said. "And I'm Sarah." Sarah said. They signed some things we bought and we walked off.
The Next Day
I walked into my house, and saw Pope. "POPE GUESS WHAT!" I yelled. "WHAT?!" Pope yelled back. " I GOT MY BIG TIME RUSH MERCH!" I yelled. "WHAT?!" Pope yelled. "I SAID I GOT MY BIG TIME RUSH MERCH!" I yelled. "THAT'S AMAZING!" Pope yelled.
I smiled and walked off heading towards John B's house. "HEY JOH-" I started. I walked in seeing JJ and Kiara making out on the couch. I just backed out and walked away, going towards Sarah's house. I was on the verge of tears. "Don't cry Y/n, you can find someone better than him." I told myself. I knocked on Cameron's door, and Wheezy opened the door.
"Are you okay, Y/n?" Wheezy asked. "yEaH." My voice cracked. She stepped aside, and let me go to Sarah's room. I knocked on Sarah's door, and she opened it. Her eyes widened. "Y/n, what happened?" She asked. "Um, I was going to show John B my new shirt, when I walked in and saw Kiara and JJ making out." I explained.
I wanted to cry, but I needed to be strong. I had tears in my eyes, that were ready to fall at any moment. Sarah wrapped me in a hug. "How about tonight, me and you go out and party?" Sarah suggested. I nodded my head. We got dressed, and went to a party that some kook was throwing. I walked around with Sarah, and grabbed a beer. I chugged the whole thing down.
As I was walking to get another one, I saw JJ with his arm around Kiara. I rolled my eyes and walked the other way. "Y/N WAIT!" I heard someone yell. Of course it was him. I turned around and saw JJ. "What do you want,JJ?" I asked.
"I just want you to know, I love you, but not in a romantic way. You are my best friend, and Kie is the one I want to be with." JJ said. "And, I know you are in love with me, and I'm so sorry for all those things I said." JJ said.
"I forgive you, but it will take some time for us to get on good terms. The things you said hurt me, but what Kie said hurt me more." I said. "Can I hug you?" JJ asked. I nodded and he hugged me. "Also, I found this guy for you. You guys are made for each other." JJ said.
"Who's the guy?" I asked. "His name is Kyle Sheible." JJ said.
(A/n: if you don't know who he is, that is Timothee Chalamet's character in Ladybird.)
