Bittersweet 16th part 1

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Jim's point of view

Today is the worst day of my life, and considering how the past few weeks have been that is saying a lot and I because today is my birthday.No I know most people would be excited about having a birthday not me it's just a reminder of the day my dad left my mum says that I need to start living in the past about this day but I just can't it's difficult to get over, I mean of all the days my dad left he had to choose my birthday and he did it without no explanation no letter no reason he just got up one day and disappeared and we've heard no word from him since.

Mum always tries to get me to celebrate a birthday but I just can't do it it's too much I just want today to be over already.

Nari sorry to wake up, oh yeah that's right and I've been sleeping with the demigod more than once: well that was a nice workout, did you enjoy your early birthday present~

I both love and hate that she's beginning to understand more about humans and the way we speak: please don't call it that I still don't understand why we keep doing this

Nari: because we are friends with benefactors

I smacked my head because of what she said but also because she mispronounced it: it's actually friends with benefits Nari. And no that's not what we are

Nari: oh are we boyfriend and girlfriend then?

Shake my head: no we're not we're not anything romantically involved, we just keep sleeping together even though we know we shouldn't

Nari raised an eyebrow: why shouldn't we we both like each other?

Oh my God how do I explain this: well yes we do both like each other Nari, but that's not the real problem here I like someone else and I shouldn't be sleeping with someone else when I have a crush on that other person

Nari responded with a blunt and almost blasphemous answer: then why not just sleep with the both of us together

I want to screen out in castration but if I do my mum bursting to see what's going on and and from the situation that's been insinuated right now I don't really want to have that conversation with her

I tried to explain to the demigod that's not how things work: Nari ... That's not how relationships work here

Nari questions: why not as I think we can because I just had a threesome didn't we because streak was still there in your body so doesn't that mean

Oh my God she's right, oh man. I wish I could get that image out of my head: can you clean that is correct but that doesn't mean we can have an open relationship I mean do you even have feelings with me?

Nari: yes you're helping me relive my life after thousand years are complete and total solitude if that's not some form of love I don't know what is, and why is it that we can't express that enough with others as well and I want to feel loved by a lot of people you included well mostly others do you feel I would love as well what is wrong with wanting to spread love

Some hell that makes no sense and complete and total sense, I want to explain to her that that's not exactly how things work but that's when my symbiotic friend alerts me that my mother is coming up. Panicking I shove Nari into the closet along with her clothes as well or not to give my mother any suspicions about what I was doing the other night

Mum walks in and hand me some under cooked pancakes that look like they're screaming: happy birthday it's a special one it's your 16th! Now I know you don't like celebrating your birthday but come on we've got to celebrate somehow

I really don't wanna tell her that I don't wanna party, but will break her heart if I tell her I just want today to pass by like it's just an ordinary one. Thankfully streak has something for me: pretend that your phone is ringing I've got a birthday surprise for you which I know you're gonna love

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