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Chapter 10

A month have passed, I got myself transferred into another class

might as well transfer school soon lol

Mark and I are not Classmates now. I do not go to the cafeteria. Avoid the boys as much as I can. Skip school and Just enjoy life.

Dad: this is the last semester Mimi and You failed again
Mom: come on honey, dont be too harsh on your daughter.
Dad: Hon, she failed almost every subjects. The school called me saying she won't be abale to graduate

My mom sighed and Gave my dad a small smile before walking to me to Brush my hair with her fingers

Mom: you can't blame me on this one.
Dad: what do-
Mom: She got that side from you honey.
Dad: but just because I had to go back on school doesn't mean she would Inherit my Dumb self back then

My mom chuckled and Kept on Brushing my hair as I grinned widely at Dad's face

Mom: You had to be a senior for two times Hon. And I do not mind having her go to school again
Ami: Hell hole mom
Mom: shut It mimi

She chuckled and stood up to go to my Dad and massage his shoulder

Dad: Just so you know, If you have to go back being a senior again. I want a good grades and An academic awardee daughter.

I stood up from the couch and Smiled at him before running to give him a hug

Ami: im sorry that I'll have to go back for another year. But I do agree with mom. I really am your daughter

We all started laughing. I guess what wont every change is the sweet Ami infront of her Parents

3 months before the graduation. Knowing that Im not graduating makes me want to skip school everyday.

Shotaro and I are hanging out at the rooftop as Usaul. Not attending classes

The door suddenly opened revealing Haechan. Shotaro gave me a look before standing up to leave me alone with that guy

I ignored his presence and Continue watching the soccer players play at the field. I suddenly feel his presence beside me. Leaving at the fence, watching the players running around. We stayed like that. We stayed In silence. Until he decided to Speak

Haechan: H-How are you?

He asked with his voice shaking. I scoffed and moved further away from him.

I do not want to talk to some jerk who suddenly broke up with me with out a reason.

Haechan: Mark has a soulmate now

He said But i ignore him, i kept on watching not bothering to response. That's great to hear then, I know Mark is the happiest because he finally got a soulmate.

Haechan: You dont g-go to school that much

He let out a chuckle. I scoffed and Continued to ignore him

What is it to you if I do not go to school? But that's bullshit I go to school, but i do not attended the class dipshit!

Haechan: I heard y-you are not going to graduate this year

I guess he really knows everything, but again what is it to him? We broke up, he dump me so why is he being like this.

Haechan: you didn't went on Doyoung hyungs birthday, as well as Jisung's, Johnny, Jungwoo, And Ten hyung's. I was atleast expecting to see you on Jaehyun hyung's birthday but you were also not there

He muttered. He sounds like he was so sad that I didn't come. Again, what is it to him?

Haechan: Renjun's birthday is coming. He said he is planning on inviting you.

I felt him move. He was now facing me. But I keep my attention to the field and act like he doesn't exist

Haechan: Can you at least face me?

He asked with his sweet honey voice

That voice that makes me easily swayed by him.

Haechan: They miss you-
Ami: I don't. I like it better when I am not with them.

I said with a hint of anger. I moved to face him. I was going to walk away but held my wrist stopping me

Haechan: Ami-
Ami: Let go.
Haechan: I know that you hate me. But the boys didn't do anything to you. You don't have to hate them too. You can hate me all you wa-
Ami: I said let go
Haechan: Mark Hyung still feels sad that You were transferred into another class. Jisung sti-
Ami: I am not their friend.

I grumbled and shove his hand off my wrist and walk away but I stopped when I heard his voice again

Haechan: but for them you are. You are very special to them. You hate me I know. But you dont hate them, I know that. I know you.
Ami: You dont know me, you never knew Who I really am!

If you do know then you would have known that I was already broken and hurting that time, but you choose to shatter me anyway.

He was silent for a minute, I can see his eyes trembling as he slowly let go of my arm.

Haechan: I- Im sorry, J-Just be happy Ami. With your soulmate.

I walked away. Running away from him. Running as far as I can. I run to hide the fact that I am crying

I fucking miss you! But I cant go back! You don't want me to go back! I want you back but I can't hurt myself. I want you so bad but I choose to be in a cage where I know I wont be in pain. I choose myself because you choose yourself as well.

Its bullshit! How can I have you back when You cannot even choose me?

You believe in self love so much that You cant even think of the person who loves you.

The more I see you the more I want you back. But what can I do when you chose yourself? I can't beat that.

You were an asshole. You are unfair. You are so damn unfair that I can't help but to ignore that fact, and still dream that I will have you here by my side, again.

Im still waiting but you look like you don't have any plan on having me again. I haven't let go. I haven't gotten over you. I haven't stop loving you. Why? Because you are my Donghyuck.

The Donghyuck who brought the Good Side of Ami. The Donghyuck who would chose me over everything. Because you are the Donghyuck who always tell me that You will stay by my side and Love me and wish for my happiness.

But I guess I have to do what I should have done the moment you let me go. I should let you go.

I'll let you go now, Donghyuck. Be free to be happy without me.

TO BE CONTINUED

he made an update. My heart feels so full rn. Thank you.