The day i realised, i never had a chance

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I woke up and since I don't have work today I just chilled at home all day

The time had come, I got ready for my date with Brie, I put on my suit and Damn I looked hot

I drove to bries address and knocked on her door "y/n , wow!" She said smiling, i looked at her and she looked gorgeous

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I drove to bries address and knocked on her door "y/n , wow!" She said smiling, i looked at her and she looked gorgeous

I drove to bries address and knocked on her door "y/n , wow!" She said smiling, i looked at her and she looked gorgeous

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"You look.. wow" I said amazed "let's go" Brie said taking my hand "I reserved a nice table at a restaurant" I smiled "great!"

We drove of to one of New York's most expensive places

"Wow this place is amazing" Brie said she's adorable "it is" I agreed "you really didn't have to take me out in this restaurant I would be happy with a little cafe but this is so good!" She said smiling

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"Wow this place is amazing" Brie said she's adorable "it is" I agreed "you really didn't have to take me out in this restaurant I would be happy with a little cafe but this is so good!" She said smiling

We sat down and ate dinner, I felt happy but not like how I am with Elizabeth.. I don't know why I think about her right now "oh I know that face.. your thinking about someone" she said "maybe, I don't think I'm ready to be in a relationship" I confessed "me neither, what if we're just friends" Brie said laughing "that would be lovely" I said, a waiter came to take the check "let's split" Brie started "no, I'm a gentlewoman, friends or not I'm paying" I chuckled while paying for the food and wine

I drove Brie home and my mind drifted off to Elizabeth, I need to see her

I drove to her house and knocked on her door, she came wearing grey sweats and a sweater "y/n? Aren't you on a date?" She said shocked "I rather want to be with you" I said making her smile "nice suit"

We went into her garden "I have never thought about how beautiful it is here" I said admiring it "I started with it when Robbie died.. how was the date?" She asked "well it didn't end bad, but we ended as friends-" "why?" "I felt like I was missing something" I confessed, okay this is it. I'm telling her "what do you miss?" "You" I said making her look at me "I know you still are grieving but I'll wait even if it takes forever, I'll always be here Elizabeth, I promise" "oh y/n, don't make promises you can't keep, we both know im to old for you. Plus I got kids, they lost their dad" I knew it, I shouldn't have told her

I looked down to the ground "your probably right" I said trying to act hurt "Im sor-" "don't be" i laughed interrupting her "it's getting cold and late, I should probably head home" I said with a little smile "come on- don't block me out, we're still friends" "yeah, see you soon Elizabeth" I said getting in my car and drove of without looking back

I looked down to the ground "your probably right" I said trying to act hurt "Im sor-" "don't be" i laughed interrupting her "it's getting cold and late, I should probably head home" I said with a little smile "come on- don't block me out, we're st...

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Dear diary
It was just now that I realised, I never had a chance. She'll never choose me, but it's fine. Sometimes the romantic feelings is just one sided that doesn't mean that they don't love you.. love, is all around.

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