Y/n, my second love

Sorry, he's dead

I woke up, I wanted to be with Elizabeth but I think I should keep my distance, I think I have had my first heart break. I'm feeling broken.

I laid in bed the whole day, I watched SpongeBob cuz why not.

At eight I heard a knock on my front door, I walked downstairs in just shorts and a sports bra I opened the door and a really wet Elizabeth stood there, god it's really raining a lot "Elizabeth.. what are you doing here?" "You didn't answer my calls" she said stepping in my house "oh I forgot to charge it" "why don't you have clothes on?" She asked "cuz I have been in bed all night" I chuckled, she looked at me weirdly "do you need some new clothes?" I asked "that would have been nice" "wait here" I said running up to get her a hoodie and some sweatpants "here" I said handing it to her" thank you" she said starting to get undressed

I quickly turned around "you can look now, it's safe" she laughed "why did you come here?" I asked still curious "I thought you were dead or something" she said lowly "oh I'm sorry for worrying you" I said feeling bad about it, she's lost so much "how are you feeling?" I asked "I don't know actually, I just wanted to see that your okay.. I have been thinking about the whole day and I don't know why" "you care for me, if it helps I've thought about you to" I said smiling "you have?"

"Of course, you and your kids are the best thing that ever happened to me. I've lost almost everything, I think about you every day" I said, as I cupped her face "I love you Elizabeth" "I love you too" she said hugging me, her hugs are the best "never leave me" she whispered so low that I almost didn't hear "I won't" I whispered back

"Are your kids home alone?" I asked pulling away "no, their with my mom, they are having a sleepover" "do you wanna spend the night?" I asked making her look at me "y/n i don't think that's the best idea-" "it will be like a sleepover, come on Liz don't be a party pooper" I laughed making her smack my head "okay, but I don't have any pjs" she said making a excuse "well I have, you could also just drop the clothes" I joked "god y/n, your such an idiot" she laughed a little "I'm only joking, I have some clothes you can borrow, or you could just wear what I've already given you"

We sat in my couch drinking wine and talked for a few hours "it's getting late, we should head to bed" I said she nodded.

We got into my bedroom and I undressed, i looked at Elizabeth's face when I realised that she was here "how do you have so nice abs?" She laughed "I always run in the morning, I build stuff and I carry heavy stuff so forget the gym I have my work" I laughed getting in my bed, she's wearing my clothes.. she looks god in them, but damn I can't stop imagining her without them
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Elizabeth's pov:

I woke up in y/n's arms around me, I felt safe, loved it was just so good. I noticed a scar over y/n's right eyebrow, I wonder what happened "it's rude to stare" she said making me sad, Robbie always used to say that when I adored him in his sleep "uh sorry" I said getting up, I can't right now...

I walked out took my purse and left, I feel bad for y/n but I can't do this, I feel to much for her, I'm in love and I feel bad about it. I have a husband, or had

Y/n's pov:

It's been a few hours since Elizabeth left, I think I did something but I don't know what. Maybe it was all to much, I decided to check on Charlie. He didn't show up when Elizabeth were here, he normally loves new people

"Charlie boy, come here!" I said looking for my dog, where is he?! I found my dog in the kitchen, he's just laying there... I hurried him to the vet again

"I'm sorry, he's dead" a man said sadly

Dear diary.

Today my dog Charlie died, someone might say that he was just a dog. But he was so much more, he was my best friend, my brother, the special thing about Charlie was that my mom bought him. Me and Charlie have been together for 13 years and now he's gone