SANTANA POV
To me everybody was weird. I couldn't click wit niggas it wasn't in me. The only niggas I really fucked wit is the only ones you see me wit. Even them I need a break from em
Bitches were delusional, I couldn't stand relationships. What was the point in being with someone.
like I don't even know you
But I liked lisanna.
She made me feel something for once, I could feel allat shit in my gut
I ain't like it at first I can't even lie but a real nigga gone accept his blessings
She was mines.
I rolled out of bed and walked into the bathroom, I was tired but I couldn't sleep so I got up
It was already ten and lani get out at 1:30
I had shit to do in a limited time so I hadda move quick, I brushed my teeth while looking at myself in the mirror
I always felt weird lookin in the mirror, I felt like mirrors were just weird in general and only being able to see a reflection of myself not actually seeing myself was ode weird to me
I spit out the toothpaste and rinsed my mouth, I walked to my phone ready to text lani because I already knew she texted me earlier
lani
I miss you bear
I ain't have no emojis by nobody name. I ain't see the point I know who the fuck I'm talkin to
I quickly texted back sayin I missed her too and took off my clothes to get in the shower
TIME SKIP
I took a quick shower doin what I had to do and getting out no extra shit
I got dressed wearing my black and white Vlone shirt with black shorts
I put my regular yak slides on and grabbed my blunt I rolled last night for today
I lit it up and I slid
TIME SKIP
"Didn't I tell you stop coming to my house smelling like weed"
"Didn't I tell you that means you'll never see me again" I replied
"Or really you can just stop smoking"
I rolled my eyes, I was at my momma crib. She hated when I smoked but always wanna see a Nigga shit don't make sense
I liked comin to see her early in the mornings to have coffee wit her and just talk we were close she was like my best friend
All I got is love for her I loved bein around her she understood a Nigga
"When are you gonna get a girlfriend and stop bein lame" she said washing the mugs
"Who said I ain't have one"
"Oh word"
"Shut up wit that oh word you is not me" I said laughing a little
My momma was young, she had a brown complexion and a couple tattoos. She always used all the lingo because she thinks she's me for real
"Boy bye" she said flicking her wrist at me
"Aye look ma I gotta slide I got business feel me" I said looking at her
"That's okay my baby I'm boutta go to the store you be safe" she said coming over and kissing my cheek
I grabbed my keys off the table ready to walk out
