🌈Do you have a boyfriend?🌈(boyxboy)

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Ryan.P.O.V

Me:"Wait me outside.I need to ask something professor."

Noah:"Okay.Just hurry."

Me:"I will try to wait faster."

Noah:"Bitch you have ten minutes."

He smiled and clapped my bat.
...
After a couple of minutes,I finished.
I took my books and started packing them in my backpack.

Suddenly, when I took one book, someone did the same and our hands touched.

I raised my head and saw Nicholas.

Me:"Oh,no,no,no,no."

I snatched the book from his hands and quickly put it in my backpack.

Nicholas:"Let's talk.Please."

Me:"I need to calm myself first because right now,I can't even look at your eyes."

Nicholas:"I said ,,please"."

Me:"Don't do this do me."

Nicholas:"I can say the same,Ryan."

Me:"Listen,Noah is waiting for me outside."

Nicholas:"He don't.I told him that you will go with me."

Me:"Nicholas,you have no idea how I feel right now.I'm so embarrassed."

Nicholas:"Lets talk somewhere else.We are in classroom."

Me:"I don't want it.".

Nicholas:"I have to tell you something.I can't do it here."

Me:"Does that can't wait?"

Nicholas:"I just need five minutes and I really can't wait.Fuck, don't make me to force you."

Me:"Promise me it's just five minutes."

Nicholas:"Yeah.Just that."

Me:"I can't believe I'm doing this....Fine."

I just followed him like a lost puppy.I have never been so nervous.Like,literally never.

In that moment,Nicholas pulled me inside toilet.I have thought that he would let me go,but he dragged me inside the cabin.It was so tight inside.His chest were just couple of inches away from mine.Nicholas were staring into my eyes.I can't believe what is happening.

But then,Nicholas smiled.Fuck. You're not helping me.

Nicholas:"Don't be so nervous,damn it."

Me:"I would like to see you in my position."

Nicholas:"Ryan."

He put both of his hands on my shoulders.

Nicholas:"Do you think I'm angry?Disappointed?What?"

Me:"I just think that I embarrassed myself."

Nicholas:"We were in the middle of thing.It's completely normal for you to do that.You don't have to think about that on such a stupid way."

Me:"I'm not embarrassed because I masturbated."

Nicholas:"Then why are you embarrassed?"

Me:"I can't even say it...Your freaking shirt was on my face! I swear,I didn't think rationally in that moment."

Nicholas:"Don't tell me you avoided me because of that."

Me:"I did! How come you're not?!"

Nicholas:"Damn,Ryan...You scared me!I have thought that you regret it! You know,that foreplay for sex."

Me:"What?Why would I regret it?"

Nicholas:"Well,you kinda run away from my house and ignored me whole day yesterday and whole morning today."

Me:"I didn't regret it...It's just...I don't know.I have thought that you will tease me and laugh at me...That's why I ran away."

Nicholas:"You little naughty.."

He put his hands on my waist and come closer.

Nicholas:"I liked that view from yesterday...I really liked it."

Me:"It was weird. I am weird for doing that."

Nicholas:"Ryan."

He put his lips near my ears.I shivered.His breath is so deep and hot.

Nicholas:"Do you remember what I told you?What is my type of guys?"

Me:"What?"

Nicholas:"A weird one."

Holy fuck.

Nicholas:"So...Don't be ashamed or embarrassed for anything.I don't judge you.For me,what you have done,it was really hot and I liked it.Okay?"

My heart is beating so fucking fast.How come he don't hear it?I'm going to die here.I don't know if I'm excited,nervous,scared or turned on.He makes a bomb of emotions inside me.

Me:"I will try.I can't forget that easily. "

Nicholas:"I will tell you one secret so you can feel better."

Me:"What secret?"

Nicholas:"I have masturbated on you too...And I have done it for God knows how much time."

This is the end.Its literary the end for me.

Me:"Are you serious?"

I looked him into the eyes.

Nicholas:"Yeah...If I have had something yours I would do the same.I just didn't have your shirt or anything."

Me:"You're just telling me that so I won't be embarrassed anymore."

In that moment,I felt his lips on mine.
Oh my God.Our first kiss.