𝐌𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐎𝐧 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡☼︎ | 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐟 | 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐇𝐮𝐫𝐭

Chapter six (Jungkook's POV)

1st September, its my birthday today, i am happy in a good mood tomorrow is my wedding with Kim Taehyung, things between me and taehyung has been going pretty well so thats really good for me i guess. I called him but he didn't pick up my phone maybe he is busy or something.

Ah i already miss him i guess, should i just call him? He didn't even wish me anyways, i don't care, i just came back from a mission, taking bath, cleaning my bloody body, i hate it, i was kind of pissed already, i went out, drying my hair, and wore a simple white shirt with black pants, i was interrupted when my phone started ringing, as soon as i saw the caller i'd i picked up the call "Good morning Mr Kim" i greeted "good morning son" he said in a gloomy voice "are you ok dad? I mean is everything good there?" I asked "we called you because" he stopped "yes what dad?" I asked suspiciously "uhh- 2 days ago tae wanted to have a little nightout with his friends before his wedding so he packed some clothes we asked him why and he told me that he is packing some gifts for his friends and all, he told us that he will be back home before 11:00 at 31 Aug, it was already 2:00 we were all worried and decided to call him, he wasn't picking up our calls and after an hour or something we got a message he sent and it said that he has a boyfriend and he doesn't want to marry you" Mr Kim explained with a scared voice that was breaking in between, "oh, wow" i spoke as mr kim replied "Jungkook i am really sorry i never knew, he would do such thing, you can try to find him we are doing the same but if you find him please don't hurt him, we are really sorry"

How can i even hurt him? "Don't worry, let him be happy, if he doesn't wanna marry its ok atleast he is happy" i said and ended the call because now i just can't hold it back, as soon as i ended the call i threw my phone hardly, fuck everything i hate it here, fuck him, i thought before the wedding he would be comfortable enought to tell me he has a boyfriend but hell nahh, i was sitting on the bed fisting on my hair, thinking about my life and everything, i didn't even realize i was doing the same shit since 20 minutes, i stood up looked at myself my eyes were red, i didn't cry, why would i? For a person like him.

I grabbed my phone which was hardly working, i called kai "Hey, ya i think hyung told you what happened right?" I said rubbing the temple of my head, not wanting to explain "yeah i am so sorry for you, really" he continued "do you want any help jk?" i signed and said "uh yeah i need you to find where he is and is Elena there with them?" he paused for a second "ok i will just wait for awhile, and you have a meeting with Kang Jihyun do you want me to cancel that?" "No, its ok when is it" i said in a coldest voice possible "After an hour" he said "ok i'll leave bye" i hung up the phone without even letting him reply and got dressed up and went to the meeting, i hardly even concentrated there, my thoughts were full of taehyung.

I got out of the meeting and kai called me out "hi, umm so Taehyung and Luke went to New York, they left yesterday at 3:00, before that they were in the mall, shopping i guess, and about Elena, she went New York too but 2 days before them, do you want to know something else?" He explained as i just gave a little hmm "no thats alright i'll hang up" i said "ok" as he hung up the call.

After that i directly went for boxing, i am so fucking pissed off, i could kill anyone right now like any one, no matter who the fuck is that, if i ever fuckin see luke again imma kill that shit so badly that everyone will fucking fear to ever cheat on their partner, i started boxing extra harder, i started sweating as soon as i started, taking all the anger out on a punching bag with thoughts full of memories with Kim Taehyung and with all the anger.

I had control on myself every fuckin second, from the day i got to know about all these till right now, i could have kill him if i wanted to but i didn't, a heartless person like me didn't, he can't see that, he can see the fake love in luke but not the real one i am trying to give, thats ok, totally fine, it doesn't hurt, nothing ever hurts because why would it hurt me? i don't even have a heart right Kim Fucking Taehyung! Must be enjoying with Luke in New York, the fuck man he would be cheating on you, but who am i to tell him that? Let him be, i won't meet him, nor gonna tell him, let him realize, let him break down, let him know what fake things actually looks like and feels like, he should know how it feels to get cheated on, he should feel what i felt.

I was punching harder each time, i did extra boxing today, everyone was gone, i was still there, still can't take him out of my mind, i could never, i am still being selfless and am trying to keep him happy and let him be free and happy, because i know he will never be happier with me, if i want i can just ruin his life in a blink of an eye but i won't, i would never do that.

Fuck em all, i went home all sweaty, went inside the bathroom, stripped my clothes off, turned on the shower, stood there, wetting my hairs, trying to take everything out of my head.

Fuck you Kim Taehyung, so hard that you die, but i don't want, i can't, why would i? Never in my life after my parent's death i got attracted to anyone, but then there is Kim Taehyung, who came into my life and became a pretty disaster ever, i was now lying down on my bed looking at the moon, thinking more about him, everything.

𝐅𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐛 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝐢 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐚𝐦 𝐢 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭? 𝐖𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐢 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐲 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬? 𝐈𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠?, 𝐢 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐠𝐨𝐭? 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐚𝐥, 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐢? 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐰, 𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐰𝐡𝐲? 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐢 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐢 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐋𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬, 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 "𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞" 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞.

You gave me the best birthday gift ever, i would never in life forget the precious gift you gave me, thankyou so much! For everything, For the trap, for the smiles, laughs, and little kisses thankyou love! It really means alot. Alot! Till now you were the best gift but now i know, that gifts given by pretty people could be prettier. Just to let you know even after all this i would never do suvh thing to you, i always love you and will always fucking love you in every single fucking way.

»to be continued«

Lol hope you liked it, sorry for the mistakes....

-Rach