𝐌𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐎𝐧 𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡☼︎ | 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐟 | 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐒𝐞𝐥𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬

Chapter eight (Jungkook POV)

I was getting ready, i have a meeting, past 6 months aren't really good for my health but talking about my work, they were the best months for my work, i progressed alot, i worked 24/7 just so that i could get the contract with some people, everything was going with the flow untill, my deal with Hwang Hee-jin fixed, he has huge contacts.

But the meeting is in New York, the place where i never wanted visit, but now that the meeting is there i will go i don't care who the fuck is there, if he didn't care why would i? The only thing i don't want to do there is murder someone, as long as i don't see the couple there it would be all okay.

But if i do then, one of them has to die, and i know who it is, whatever that is i am currently going for a normal meeting, once i'll be back i'll rest for a bit and then gonna fly to New York.

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i was now sitting on my jet, drinking, i have been drinking alot, i know its not good, but who cares anyways, all i do now is either work work work or drink drink drink because i don't have anything else to do, i don't have anyone to meet, i still do boxing, i started gym too, just so that i could distract myself from my stupid thoughts.

I took a nap after a little, and didn't even realize we landed, kai came to wake me up, for awhile we just took a look around NYC, its really beautiful, more than i thought it would be, lightings everywhere, people in rush, minding there own business, looking around i saw a little cafe and we just decided to have our dinner there because i wasn't in the mood anyways, once i entered there some people started to gossip looking at me, while some of them didn't even spare a glance which was better.

We finished our dinner, here in New York i have alot of enemies, and i am sure some of them is gonna attack but we are all good right now.

At 7:00 i had a meeting with Mr Hwang, it was currently 6:00 and i was all good to go, its in a bar so its gonna be a little hard to look around where it would be, so we just left and exactly after 45 minutes i reached there, me and kai went inside while we saw Mr Hwang sitting there, drinking, i went there called him out.

"Mr Hwang" he looked up and stood up as soon as he saw me "Jeon Jungkook" he said while giving me a little hug "Are you getting drunk before the meeting?" I said as we laughed and he just shook his head "How can i get drunk without you, my friend" he gave me a little shrug as i nodded "lets talk, shall we?"

The meeting went longer than i thought, but then after we sat down having a little drinking time, i was just gulping shots not even caring about anything "Tipsy already aren't you" Mr Hwang said i just nodded and looked at him with red eyes "any problem friend" Mr Hwang is a gentleman and an amazing person "yeah, i lost my world" i said gulping another one, a tear rolling down "that's why people say 'mafias can't fall inlove' you get it?" he said "we probably shouldn't, it's just- it's so heartbreaking" i said while Hee-jin just gave me a little hug "don't worry, there are many more beautiful moments coming in your life" he said "and how do you know that?" I asked looking at him "your eyes tell junior, come lets go home together shall we?" I just nodded, lost in what he said.

Another day, i woke up with a little headache, its a routine now, i decided to roam around today, kai found a girl in the bar, he is going on a date with her, i just took a cold shower and got dressed up, went out roaming around.

Suddenly thinking about taehyung, i wanna see him, just once, a glance, i won't let him know that i am there i will just look at him, he must have became prettier, ah i shouldn't think like that about him, all he gives me is pain.

Ignoring all the thoughts i called kai "ahm, can you please tell me where tae is right now? If you can" i requested for the first time "jk, you do not need to request, Jeon Jungkook just orders" he said as i chuckled "well yeah, start doing your job then bestie" i said and ended the call, thinking about him, just him.

His eyes, His nose, Lips everything was just so perfect

After awhile kai called me "My brother i have a good news yet a bad one, which one do you wanna hear first?" He asked as i just said "both of them" simply "ok so, he is in the Bluestone Lane Collective cafe, which is around 10 minutes far away from where you are, but that is the cafe where luke works so he must be there itself, i sent you the location, enjoy" i smiled a little when i got to know where he was but as soon as i heard luke's name my smile fell "thankyou so much, you can now enjoy your date" i said as he laughed, i was about to hang up but he called me "jk" "yeah?" i spoke while getting into the car "fighting" he motivated making me laugh abit "fighting" i replied and he ended the call.

I opened the location he sent and started driving, just like he said i reached there in 10 minutes, i reached Bluestone Lane Collective cafe, i grabbed my cap, my glasses and mask just so that there is no chance he could recognize me.

I went out, and entered the cafe, and my eyes started searching him as i saw him on the seat near the glass window, i took the seat right in the corner i could see him.

After months, which felt like years to me for sure.

He became prettier, his eyes are sparkling, his button nose just as perfect as him, going down to his lips, he still uses the strawberry lip gloss for sure, it makes his lips more kissable, it just makes me feel like going to him smashing my lips into his, and let everyone know that he belongs to me, but he doesn't.

I kept staring at him all the time i just ordered a matcha i grabbed a tisue and drew him on it, maybe he was waiting for luke, but he didn't appear, it seemed like he was in deep thoughts i don't know why.

He must be really happy, happier than ever, and look at me here being so selfless, ignoring the fact that i can get him right away if i want to but i am just so selfless, i want him to be happy, happier, happiest, and i can do anything for that.

anything and everything, just for him.

»to be continued«

That was it! I know its shorter, the shortest one i have wrote so far but the next one is going to be longer and a better one, and i know there were a lot of mistakes please ignore it you all imma dumb kid.and i didn't do the correction because its LATE... Thankyouu! Love you and bye....

spoiler: you'll get to see taekook together ;)

-Rach