Always You

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Nick awoke the next morning, curled around Charlie's arms, their head resting between his collarbone and shoulder. Charlie held his partner tight, rubbing their back under their top "Good morning, beautiful." "Morning, Char." "What pronouns today?" "I don't know." Nick got up, walking over to their bag, getting the two bracelets out, looking at them both as tears stung their vision. Charlie walked over to Nick, rubbing their back "Which one?" "I don't know, it's so hard." "I know, why don't you pick one and we'll talk about it?" They nodded, picking the she/her one "That one?" She nodded, sliding it on her wrist.

Charlie tied it tight on his girlfriend's wrist, pressing a soft kiss to the back of her hand, butterflies running through both bloodstreams and stomachs "Are you alright?" "I'm more than alright." Nick reached up, giving a gentle but soft brush to his lips, wrapping her arms around him tightly. Charlie picked her up as Nick wrapped her strong, long legs around Charlie's waist, tightening them. Charlie tucked a lock of hair behind his fiancé's ear "You're shaking." Nick shrugged "Why are you shaking?" Charlie asked grabbing Nick's hand and caressing her cheek with his thumb. "Nothing r-really," Nick said with tears filling her eyes again but this time threatening to spill. "Nick.." Charlie said in a saddened voice and hugged Nick tightly and Nick started to cry and sob. "I'm sorry" Nick said sobbing. "Why are you sorry my love?" Charlie asked. " I'm sorry for being the gender you don't like, I know you like guys and I'm not a guy so I'm sorry for not meeting your expectations," Nick sobbed. "Aw baby it's alright I'll always love you, and besides your my beautiful baby boy no matter your sexuality alright?" Charlie asked and Nick nodded in agreement. "I love you Char," Nick said nuzzling their face into Charlie's chest. "Love you too darling." Charlie responded.

Charlie put them down on the bed, lying next to Nick "I love your laugh, your smile, the way your hair flies around when you laugh," another kiss was placed to her lips. "I love your chest, everything about it. From your battle scars down to all of these pretty little freckles that decorate your whole body-" one kiss was pressed into each scar. "I love how you get so shy when I decorate you with kisses," Charlie teased, the boy letting out a huff. 

Nick sat up against the headboard, pillows behind her "I'm thinking of maybe talking to my mum about seeing if she can get me a prescription for Oestrogen, but it may work within a year so we're going to have to postpone our wedding, we've sent invites, fuck!" She snapped "Hey, I'll speak to my parents about calling the venue." "Okay." "Yeah, do you know the side effects of the pill?" "Yeah, nausea, increase in frequency or severity of headaches and migraines, milky discharge from nipples and increase in blood pressure." "Okay, what about emotion wise?" "I don't know about that, I'll have to find out." "That's okay, do you want tea while we discuss about your transition?" "Yes please." "Okay." 

The two got up, walking downstairs together. Nick moved, jumping on Charlie's back, wrapping her legs around his waist "Oh hi." "Hey," Charlie held the underside of his partner's thighs "By the time I start revising for my A-Levels, I'll be all sorted, but I want to keep everything downstairs, but change up here." She patted Charlie's chest "I get you, so you can top more often?" "Yeah, I don't want to use an uncomfortable strap on." "I absolutely get where your going with this." "Do you remember yesterday when I wore a skirt to my mum's?" "Yeah?" "I felt so comfortable, and don't question what I had underneath." "I'm not, you were wearing knickers weren't you?" The blonde got down, blushing, sitting on the sofa, crossing her legs "So you were?" "Maybe I was, want me to show you?" "I believe you but let me." Charlie sat between Nick's legs, his fingers under his girlfriend's pyjama shorts, pulling them down to be faced with light blue lace underwear "I'm not saying anything but you look so beautiful." Nick teared up, hiding her face in Charlie's shoulder and tears ran down her blushing cheeks.

Charlie cupped his fiancé's cheeks, wiping her tears "There's something in your wardrobe that I got for you, try it on and see if it fits, if it doesn't then I can take it back." "What size is it?" "A small." "It should fit." Nick got up, running upstairs. They tried it on, walking downstairs, grabbing the they/them bracelet, sliding it on their wrist, tying it, looking in the mirror, doing a little happy dance before spinning around, making their way downstairs, plopping down on Charlie's lap, crossing their arms over his neck "Does it fit?" "It fits pretty perfectly, I took ages because when I putting it over my head, I got an unexpected.." "Unexpected erection?" "Yeah, but I got rid of it a little." "Still need my help?" "Yes." Charlie got up "Go upstairs and have your legs up for me." "Okay." Nick got up, making their way upstairs to the bedroom.

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