Adriana

|02| Element of speech

A/N
Just a heads up, the pov chapters will be named after the chapters from 'Meeting the Millers'

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I noticed that my sister wasn't here when I got up however I didn't really care to comment on it as she's probably with Carter. Honestly she's at his place more than ours half of the time, I won't even be surprised if they've had sex already.

Hayley: Are you kidding me

I frown as I read her random text. Lola comes into our room at right about the same time, "Hey Santi and I are helping with dinner you coming down?"

"Hold on" I murmur before texting back

Me: What?
Hayley: You took whore to another level

My phone then rings and I answer with confusion, "What in Gods name are you talking about" I scoff

"I'm talking about you giving my boyfriend a blow job in the girls locker room" She says annoyed

"Why the hell would I do that?"

"Look we both know it's no secret that you fuck whoever you want-

I sit up, "Yeah I fuck whoever I want and I can assure you that Nathan has never been on my  hit list-.... Where are you even getting this information from?"

"Does it matter-

"The fuck? Of course it does" I scoff

"Look if you did then just own up-

"Has it even occurred to you that I haven't been in school?"

Hayley goes quiet for a few seconds and I roll my eyes as I lean back against my bed, "Exactly"

"Adri-

"And don't bother protecting, I know it was Bethany" I end the call before tossing my phone aside

People think I don't know what I'm like but I do. Ok I get it, my body count is high in numbers aswell as my head count however it hurts that one of my closest friends thinks that I could ever do her like that. People don't ever like to look at things from my point of view, I'm just.... Adri the slut.

The thing is no matter what I just don't ever see myself with someone and most of the time I don't even enjoy the sex I have, I just want to feel something. My first time wasn't even enjoyable, I was high and had to convince myself that I liked it, but then I'd hear all these stories from other people about how their first times were great or how making love was the best thing they'd ever done.... I swear even Enzo had a good first time, so of course I kept going so that I could at least try to experience what people were describing

Eventually my body count just started to increase and the whore label stuck around, I know there's no getting rid of it so I don't even bother getting mad about it anymore.

Dad eventually called me down for dinner, I'm not in the mood but I'm being forced anyway. Carmen surprisingly came back, she looks incredibly miserable and I think that that's her failed attempt of receiving attention. As she sits besides Lola dad looks around at us all, "Cualquiera que sea el problema que tengan entre sì, dèjenlos" He mostly looks at mom and I as he says this

-whatever problems you have with each other you need to drop them-

Mom doesn't bother responding and I smile a little, we're the pettiest and I love it. Food was getting passed around but Carmen didn't even touch a thing, she takes miserable to the next level. I too am also in a bad mood but you don't see me sulking like a kid, "Dramatic much" Santi mutters

"Right" I agree

"Eat" Dad says seriously

Matty tries to gives our sister rice but mom stops him, "She can do it herself"