Adriana

|07.5| She walks in beauty pt.2

"Just wait downstairs"

"But what about Adri?-

"She'll come down when she wants to"

I open my eyes slowly before focusing my vision on the sight in front of me, as Lola leaves our room I notice that she's wearing a sports bra along with a pair of cycling shorts. Matty follows her out, I notice that he's in sports wear too.

I run a hand through my hair before wiping my eyes and yawning, "She's awake!" Matty shouts as I lean against the headboard

"Stop with the shouting" I murmur annoyed

"Sorry-.... are you coming? We're going for a run-

I open the draw of my nightstand, "Does it look like I fucking run"

"You don't need to be rude about it"

Instead of replying I take out a dollar before then resting the ashtray that was on the nightstand onto my lap, I then bend my head lower before sniffing. "What's that" Matty asks curiously

I scrunch my nose a little before lifting up my comforter, "Get out-

"Fuck you"

I ignore him as I go into the bathroom

Honestly he only likes to get confident with swearing when he knows that Carmen (and our parents) isn't here, if she were here then that attitude of his wouldn't have appeared.... But then again I could be wrong. Enzo walks in as I start to brush my teeth, "What's up with you"

"Nothing" I mutter as I stare at my miserable self in the mirror

He folds his arms unconvinced, "Really? Cause it's not like you to steal my weed and smoke it in the middle of the night"

I'll be real I got put in a bad mood last night when it was revealed to me that Cody already moved on, and guess what it was with Fiona. I swear that bitch is like my number one competition, she always wants what I want or have and it's starting to get irritating. "This about Cody?" He then asks

I give him an annoyed look, "What the fuck do you know"

My brother shrugs, "That you guys ended things or some shit"

I spit into the sink, "We were never together"

"So then I guess you can't really be getting pissed-

"People like you get on my last nerve"

He snorts, "Look I don't care if your mad. You wanna act out then act out, just don't take it out on Matty and don't even try it with C when she gets back tonight"

I mock him as he leaves, "So dramatic"

My siblings went for a run which meant that I had the house to myself for a little while, I had a shower but then changed into a pair of dads clothes. When it comes to me, my outfits reflect on my mood.

Afterwards I smoked a little more and then headed downstairs so I could watch tv. To be honest I didn't even watch anything, I just turned that shit on for background noise. I thought a little about what Enzo said and I can't help but feel a little bad, I mean do I really take out my anger on everyone else? Maybe this is what Lola meant when she said I was part of the problem, I can't help but wonder if Carmen would be like this if I had just not said anything at all. I mean honestly my sisters body isn't ugly, if I received a dollar for the amount of times I've caught guys staring at her with lust then I'd be hella rich, considering she's starved herself for years I reckon she weighs less than me now. I'll hand it to her though, she took dedication to the next level-

Stop it Adri

I blink, "Man I'm high as fuck"

My sister and brothers came back after awhile which was annoying, I kind of liked being home alone. After they had all showered the sweat and grossness off of them they came downstairs, I guess I didn't mind Lola being next to me. "You ok?"