Harper's Harem

Harper

Today is the day we have been so busy, me moving back home and getting in my house I bought it's so Beautiful, the people that lived next to my parents decided to sell their land and mom told me about it, it's an older ranch house but has been completely redone on the inside and out side, it has a wrap around porch and A pond, you can see the sunrise and sunset , and I like how everything is done on the inside because she had my mom and I helped her redo the whole inside of the house, she wanted me to pick everything out, because she knew when they sold it to me it would already be done, I came home over Christmas break and that's what I spent my brake doing.

We are all here at Rena's bar and restaurant she put in a little stage I can't believe a whole year has went by and So many changes when Tori came to see me a couple of months ago, she told me about all the changes Rena, was making. Connor who is my neighbor in my apartment building, we became good friends, he got here early today so we can all hang out at Rena's, I have my hair down and makeup on and my clothes are black leather pants, that fit me like a Second skin, but Ember said they make my ass look great, I am wearing a black leather vest just the vest so it shows a little cleavage and some of my bellybutton ring, shows you can see my tattoo it starts on my shoulder and goes to my elbow, It's gorgeous it has flowers and leaves with some Vine in it and it's all black and gray with a little white, I have black high healed boots and I look sexy or that's what Ember says, but the look on Connor's face when he sees me answer the door to let him in earlier I must look pretty damn good,

Ember wanted to do my make up, I have to admit I love my new look, when I tried it out the first time with Tank , Axel and Jax not to mention everyone was looking at me so I think everyone here will like it too, as we are sitting at our table. I look out at the small crowd it's just some of Tori's friends and her brother's friends and girlfriend Hendrix is here too, Tori, Ember and I are sitting at the table right in front and Hendrix, Keegan, Axel, Grayson,  Jax and Tank are sitting at the table next to ours and Tanks girlfriend, I tell them I am going to the bathroom.

I take a few minutes in the bath room, I didn't think seeing Tank with another woman was going to hurt this much, his new girlfriend came and was sitting on his lap, I guess I couldn't say anything with me sitting with Connor, he probably thought I was with him and what happened between us didn't mean anything to him, but all I have done was think about him and Axel, Jax the sex was so good and I think about it a lot that's why I don't date anymore all I do is think about them, look at myself "get it together you got this," I tell myself, I go back out and sit at the table with Tori, Ember and Connor I really try hard not to look at their table but I can feel someone looking at me, I look out of the corner of my eye and see Tank looking at me well glaring at me, and he's not alone Axel and Jax are too.  Ember go's and pick's a song on the jukebox and that's how I find myself out on the dance floor dancing with Connor to candy shop by 50 cent, Olivia

I know she did it on purpose and Connor go's along with it, we have fun I go over to the bar and get a water and that's when I see them leaving he has his arm around her and is laughing at something she says, I can't look at them it was a stupid idea to have sex with him and the other two, because I just can't sleep with someone and not feel anything but obviously it doesn't bother him, or them they didn't have a girl here with them tonight but Tori told me they have been out with some while I was gone. Jax was with a different one every weekend well he waited four months and then he started. well to be fair they didn't know who I was, I look at my phone and see it's 11:00pm the bar and restaurant will be closing at 12:00am so we all start cleaning up, my twin sister's are coming over to see my house and spend the day with me, I need to forget about Tank, Axel and Jax move on just like they did.