If Only

Thirty One

🔞Warning Mature

He removed my jeans and leaned himself against me rubbing himself on my entrances through my laced thong as I moved towards him

"Don't tease me tesoro, I don't do teasing and hated it since I was just a child. It isn't nice" he warned and I removed my blouse

"I agree, that's not my intent" I whispered as my eyes trailed down his body back to his face and I stared at him "make love to me" he leaned down to my ear

"I've always made love to you amore, you just didn't know it" he pulled down his pants to reveal himself fully and slowly removed my underwear smirking as he made his down

Stopping at my little bump placing a soft kiss on it and continued down kissing my inner thighs stopping against my slit "I love you" he said against my skin causing my breath to hitch

"I love you" he dug his tongue into my causing me to scream as his pace quickened, sucking and touching every bit of me

I squeezed the sheets around me. The very sheets we made our baby on "I love you" I repeated and he lifted himself up staring at me

Lowering himself on me and rubbing against me as I stared at him "I love you Tesoro, I have for a very long time. I just didn't know what the feeling was"

"And what is it" He left his tip in my entrance

"I had a connection with you when we met, I denied in several ways. But I could never stop thinking of you. The thoughts of just being around you just made me feel warm as if you were some light"

"I grew up seeing marriages fail, friendships not lasting and fooling myself into believing I was in love. But it's different" I started

"It's choosing to be with someone despite their filthy heart" I chuckled "it's patience and deliberate, love is painful and a sacrifice in ways... it's seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship, both ways" he took my hands in his "it's accepting the other person for who they are and not despite it"

He smiled at me "It's the feeling of being away from you that made me realize. I felt home sick, I've never felt home sick but it wasn't home I missed, it was you. The thought of you without me, it was indescribable" he pushed his way in as a I moaned

"I love you Charlotte and scares me. But I do" he slowly exited and entered again as our bodies collided holding me closed keeping me steady

I could see in his eyes as he looked at me this time differently, he really was making love to me, taking his time feeling every inch of my body.

He paced faster as I gripped onto him and felt him twitch in me turning me on furthermore. He grunted calling out my name as I gripped onto him hard. He'd slowly enter and come out smashing back into me again

It was slow, it was gentle and loving. I felt myself closer and closer to my orgasm with each stroke feeling myself pulse, knowing he could feel it to

"Rub yourself for me amore" his voice was husk and I did as asked originally insecure but the look he gave me mad with fade away. I tried to close my eyes as the faster he went the faster I rubbed

"Eyes on me tesoro" I opened them staring at me as I felt myself at the edge while our bodies collided "Nathaniel I-" I took a deep breath as I tried to hold out longer

"Cum for me amore" his voice in a low tone whisper and I let go screaming his name as he grunted holding me to his skin

"I love you" his voice breathless