part 19

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ashtrays pov:

i haven't spoken to y/n in a couple of days. it's not a big deal, it's not like im attached to her ig.

something about her intrigues me though. maybe it's that she trusts nobody.... unless you're close with her, or maybe it's that she has loads of scars over her body but acts fine?

yeah i've noticed them, i mean i am observational. i've noticed how she tries to hide them with makeup but you can still vaguely see them, not if you was just walking past her on the street, you'd have to look properly to see them.

i think i'm gonna go and see her- actually maybe not. i don't want to seem too clingy.

she would of messaged me if she wanted to hang out. i do want to get to know her better though, i want her to trust me.

okay fuck it, im going to see her.

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i arrive at y/n's house and knock on the door.

her uncle answered the door

"Y/N ASH IS HERE" he shouts looking back toward the stairs then giving me a smile

i smiled back because i want to be polite.

a few seconds later i hear someone running down the stairs towards the door, she gives her uncle a look as if telling him to 'go away'.

once her uncle is gone she gives me a smile.

"whatcha doing here?" she questions

"wanted to see if you want to hang out ig" i reply

"ummmm" okay now i'm getting worried

"okay, let me just get some shoes" she replies

"okay, let me just get some shoes" she replies

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(this is what she's wearing btw)

y/n comes back and we head out.

"you didn't bring a car?" she questions

"no fez took it" i reply

"ohh wow i actually thought that you walked all the way here for me, but no fez took the car" she sarcastically says

the thing is, i did walk all the way here for her. fez is at home right now and so is the car.

"soooo where are we going?" she asks

"i have a spot, i haven't showed anyone this so feel special" i say

"oh wow i feel so special, it's probably just because you have no friends" she laughs

ugh like music to my ears

"i have friends" i state fully knowing that she's the only friend i've ever had

"fine who? and don't say me" she replies

"you" i say giving her a smirk

she slaps my arm while laughing, making me join in with her
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we arrive at the place. it's in the woods, it's not anything special just a massive tree stump and a little pond.

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