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Hey Guys.

I don't know what to do honestly. The shock of losing the person I've looked up to is now gone. The person that made me happy is gone. Technoblade may not have known me but he made me feel really happy in times I needed it. Hearing of his passing has caused me so much pain. My heart goes out to his family and friends. I'll miss hearing him call people nerds or miss watching his lore, or hearing him say Technoblade Never Dies. I just remember when he said he was doing better and how happy I was and now it doesn't matter. Technoblade was Technoblade till his very last YouTube video, I mean come on now look at the title of it. I should have more to say but I don't right now. I don't know if I'll continue this book or not. I will truly miss him and that's all I can say because I didn't expect him to die. I'm just glad he's in a better place now. He made many people happy and laugh. Anyways, Rest In Peace Technoblade, we will all be here no matter what and will remember you for your great actions you've done. Fly high Techno. I'll Love you. ❤️💙

So after a little of sitting and crying I haven't felt this way I have in a while. I feel numb and that's new for me because I haven't felt it in a while. I think the last time I did was when I had a break through seizure after a year of being seizure free. It's times like those I would go and watch Techno to forget about epilepsy but I don't have a video that will make me forget about the wonderful person we lost, I just think I figured out why I'm so numb. Sorry for the updating.