Friends or Lovers?

Chapter 29 { Insecurity? }

Off's P.O.V.

It's been a while since Tay is working at that factory. Like I am happy that he is doing well. It's good but yeah as I always used to think, relationship sucks. Like it does... I feel insecure nowdays... I know Tay better than nobody. Like I know every inch of his body and mind. Right now he is working at a new place where he meets new people. Like he even praises his colleagues a lot. His colleague Joss, like he is way more good looking than me. He got a toned body like New used to have. His portions are all Tay's type. Where I am no closer to that. I don't look so good like them nor I got anything like his type neither I can keep up with his needs. I just feel like our time together is ending.

Ufff it's all so goddamn shitty! Being in a relationship is pain in ass. Like why am I so worried? If Tay is mine, he'll be with me till the very end. If not he's gonna leave me, anyways. And what if he leaves me?! No! No! No! Okay it's just today I am free and Tay is working so I'm thinking too much. Goddamn shit! I need to find something to do. But I wanted to go on a date! Oh please I need to stop my shit at this point. I'm becoming like New at this point. But wait! Wasn't New was right about his doubts? I and Tay are really a thing now! Wait! No! Off stop thinking already! Lemme just call Tay and ask him if his work is done or not!

“Hey Tay?"

“Hmmm?"

“When will you be done?"

“In twenty minutes."

“Then I'm coming to pick you up."

“No. Don't come."

“Ow, why?"

“Well I am going out to drink with my colleagues. And yeah Joss said he'll drop me back home as his home is also in our neighborhood."

“Oh... Where are you guys going to drink?"

“A bar near the factory. Actually I also don't know it's name."

“Um... Send me the location when you reach there. I am worried."

“Okay okay."

“Have fun then... Bye..."

“Bye bye!"

Goddamn it! It's getting like what I thought. And what if Tay and Joss - No Off! No! You are thinking completely bad about your boyfriend! You need to trust Tay. But Joss? Is he trustworthy? If he tries to do anything to Tay? Can he be trusted?

I better go and check out their IG stories. I am sure if something is off I can see that direct from the stories. So plan to do something good and creative cancelled and plan to stalk my boyfriend started. Like I don't understand why the fucking hell but yeah. I have changed into someone I do hate.

Honestly Joss's stories are pretty annoying. Like bro why are you adding every story with Tay? You are even tagging him. Damn it I hate it!

Okay it's enough now! The air is getting dangerous here. Like Tay is completely drunk and he is literally clinging with Joss. That's not acceptable. I am going there, that's it. That Joss maybe is huge and strong but he needs to feel my punch on his ugly face.

I literally borrowed my neighbor's bike again cause if I go with my cycle, it might get too late. Uh what the hell am I even thinking?! I don't know! I'll just check on him! Nothing else!

I went inside the bar, sneakily. That's obvious isn't it? I literally didn't saw Tay or Joss there. Until I found Nammon. I asked him where is Tay and Joss. He said that Joss took him upstairs because Tay vomited and ruined his clothes. Like seriously? Goddamn it! Who fed him this serious shit alcohol which he even can't take?!