Lydia and I have been in my room studying for our math test for the past 30 minutes hard at work.
"So you haven't talked to Scott at all since last Friday?" She asked out of utter curiosity.
"Nope" I say with a straight face.
"So you're just not going to talk about it?"
"Talk about what?"
"𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒" Lydia exclaims "You kissed him on the lacrosse field." Lydia states
"Ugh.. I did and I liked it and I like Scott...a LOT it's just going to get complicated, more complicated than it already is" I say with a sigh.
𝐼𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑡𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒. 𝐼 𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑨𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ.
"So why are you just going to ignore him all week?" Lydia Saids with her eyebrows furrowed.
Lydia stands up and looks around my room at my pictures frames she picks of the one of my family.
"Yep, that's exactly what I'm going to do" I say with a smirk.
"We both know that plan is terrible and not going to work" Lydia spat.
After an hour Lydia headed home and I got ready for bed. My phone dinged it was Scott. I hesitantly grab my phone and open the message.
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𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑔 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔? 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑛 𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝑤𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑝𝑙𝑢𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑤𝑒'𝑣𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑐𝑒. 𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡.
After thinking about pretty all night I just decided to go to sleep. I woke up the next morning to get ready for school so I would be late...again I decided to wear this black pattern too with some denim shorts with some black booties
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Fanfiction𝐁𝐑𝐘𝐋𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋, never expected to like let alone come to love the small town of Beacon Hills especially not after her mother dragged her away for her dad and family in New Orleans. Whatever happened to 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 & 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟...
