log entry 001: disposition

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don't you hate it?
i used to hate it too
but now i've gotten used to it
what is it that makes you hate it?

is it the way it makes you feel?
the way it makes you act?
maybe it could be a reason so personal to you
that you wish not to tell anyone

has it really gotten this bad?
do not worry, for it may leave you eventually
give it time, acknowledge it, let it be there with you
learn to live in mutualism, accepting one another

but beware to not let it consume you
for once it does, its parasitic nature will wreak havoc
on the mind, the soul
and most importantly, the heart

if you do manage to make the foolish attempt to get rid of it
expect a challenge unlike any other
for this is not a battle of wits
nor a battle of endurance

but a battle of will
and the extent to which you'll go
to keep yourself sane
how far will you go?

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