log entry 004: guidance

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when i gave them all my love
when i gave them my attention
they ignored me

the nights i cried
the nights i was sentimental
they ignored me

when i spoke my mind
when i spoke my heart
they ignored me

seeking guidance
but guidance there is not
a figure to follow
a figure to swallow the water
of which comes my emotions
my fears and my tears

the weight of my world
which you must endure
the weight of the weeping world

my slim scrawny shoulders
that could not bear the pressure
severed from the sockets
that held me to together

i'm alone and i can't move
as such a worm is to a bird;
helpless.

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