he's all you ever wanted
but he fucked you up so good
that he can't stay off your mind
not even for a day
he broke you
tore you apart from the inside out
humbled you down beyond belief
and honestly, i'm glad
it's what you needed
i love it when you reminisce
not on us, but on him
i love the sadness and anger it brings you
the sheer rage it instills in you
you know you want him
and if you had the chance
to ditch me for him
you would without hesitation
and i hate it so much
not you, but him
i hate that you want him
and i hate that you had fun with him
the things we can't do
the things we're scared of
came so natural for you two
and he ruined it for you
thank the lord
but i hate it so much
not you, but him
and the effect he had on you
you shouldn't miss him
and yet you do
his effect lingers
the memories in the back of your mind
they aren't only hurting you
they're hurting me as well
and i can't get over it
i want you to forget him
i want you to hate him
just as much as i do
but you can't and you won't
and i hate it
not you, but him
YOU ARE READING
aspect
Poetry"aspect" is a series of poems and journals i've written that collectively reflect my views and thoughts on the people and world around me. each entry has a personal connection to me and each volume follows a theme of its own. i hope that some of the...
