i can't help but regret
the way things went
i lost the person
who made me feel like myself
a bond so strong
that can never be replaced
and it's all my fault
and for that i apologize
i see her now;
she's a changed girl
the life she once led
is replaced with something new
she's not the person i remember
nor do i think i want to know her
i miss her to the point
that i wish i never met her
it would save me the pain
it would save me the regret
it would save me these nights
where i lay in mental anguish
i took what we had for granted
all because of my selfishness
and yet here we are
two entirely changed people
to know that i'll never have the chance
to restore what we had
will kill me every single time
that i look at her
maybe it was for a reason
maybe there was a lesson behind it
for all i know, i haven't learned it
and for all i care, i hope i do
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aspect
Poetry"aspect" is a series of poems and journals i've written that collectively reflect my views and thoughts on the people and world around me. each entry has a personal connection to me and each volume follows a theme of its own. i hope that some of the...
