𝐍𝐎 𝐖𝐀𝐘 𝐎𝐔𝐓, 𝐍𝐎 𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐄 || yandere x f. reader ||

VI. ʟɪɴᴋɪɴɢ

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( .˳⁺⁎˚ ꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ . )

Y/n's POV:

It's been four weeks since I started getting letters. It first started as kind gestures every once in a while, but it started to get weird and creepy. Whoever the secret admirer was he seemed to know everything about me, things I don't even think my parents know. I threw out the last one, but it seems he saw his letter in the trash, and he did not take that lightly.

Hi Y/n,

Pretty funny story, I was walking around the halls and managed to find a familiar letter scrunched up at in the trash. I took a closer look at it and found out it was my letter to you. Isn't  that funny?

I was just wondering why it happened to end up there, just like the other two. It's not because you don't like them, right? No, No that couldn't be it. I mean why wouldn't you like them?  I spent so much time and effort writing those letters.

I'm unsure how they got in there, but Y/n, I really don't wanna find this one in there.

I think you've managed to notice that I know a lot about you, so just imagine all the things I can find with some deeper diving. Just keep that in mind.

From your very patient secret admirer.

I stared at the letter in shock, my hands shacking. It was after school again and very little people were in the halls.

"Did he just... was I just threatened? "

A million thoughts ran through my head, as I quickly stuffed the letter into my pocket and walked off to my dorm.

"What does he mean, 'imagine all the things I can find out with some deeper diving'?" 

I had no idea what he meant, but I surely didn't want to find out.

After reaching my dorm I threw my bag on the floor and pulled out my desk draw with the letters. Sitting down, I began to re-read them, finding after a while tears came to my eyes.

"I should've known that him knowing the perfume I use was a red flag."

I let out a muffled scream as I chucked the letters in the air, allowing them to scatter all over the small door floor. I pulled my knees in and rested my head. My forehead creases as I thought.

"What does he even want from me?" I mumbled, slightly bringing up my head.

I sighed, picking myself up and plopping myself at my desk. After a while of thoughtless thinking I opened my draw, taking out a thin piece of paper and a pen.

"This probably isn't a good idea."

I smoothed out the paper and began to write. After about three minutes I stopped, looking the cramped letters on the page. I folded the letter in half and stuffed it in my backpack for the next day. Suddenly I heard a soft knock on the door. My feet brushed against the hard wooden floors of my small dorm as I gently, and slightly opened the door.

"Hi Y/n!"

"Scarlett!" I smiled, making sure only my face could be seen through the dorm.

"We're about to go out for drinks, are you coming?"

I looked past her and saw all my friends impatiently waiting.

"Uh, sure - just a sec." I closed the door and quickly scrambled to get ready. After letting down my hair and chucking on some shoes I made it out the door.

The night flew past with some small arguments with Elijah, small glances at Kaito, eye rolls at Cassie and laughs with Scarlett. Yuri and Aidan just stayed quiet, with small comments every now and then.

"My ex boyfriend is totally obsessed with me I swear." Cassie exclaimed.

"What does he do?" Aidan asked, taking a sip from his water.

As the rest of the group talked the thought of my secret admirer resurfaced to the front of my mind, and I couldn't help but feel worried. I sighed, biting the inside corner of my cheek.

"I've been getting letters from someone for a while now." I mumbled as the taste of blood coursed through-out my mouth.

"WHAT?" Cassie laughed.

"From who?

When did it start?

Are you sure its for you?" All sorts of questions were being thrown around as heat rose to my face.

"No way, I can't believe it," Cassie scoffed, "For how long?"

"About... a month?" I guessed.

"A MONTH?" The group retorted.

I nodded as I was bombarded with even more questions.

"Its true." Scarlett exclaimed, "I saw them, and its so cute."

As there was more discussion about the secret admirer I felt tears come to my eyes.

"But.." I started as the group listening intently, "They've been getting kinda weird."

"What do you mean weird?" Yuri asked.

"I don't know, its just.... he like, knows a lot about me. To t-the point that it's kinda weird."

There was silence for a while.

"That's it?" Cassie replied.

My eyes widened, not expecting that kind of response.

"That doesn't sound that bad," Kaito added.

"Yeah, you're just overreacting." Yuri exclaimed.

"Ah..

Ok then, never mind." I muttered, looking at my feet as the normal conversation started back up.

"Im , um,  I'm going to the bathroom, I'll be back." I stuttered.

Quickly getting up, I made my way to the bathroom, wondering if I'd be able to make it to the toilets before tears started pouring from my eyes. As soon as I reached the bathroom stalls I crawled into a ball, resting my head on my knees as regret and embarrassment washed over me.

"I shouldn't have even of mentioned it." I thought.

The rest of the evening went past in a blur, but I was so happy when it was over. After getting back to my dorm, I took out the letter and quickly left. I couldn't wait until the morning, I have questions and thoughts I want answered, especially after the conversation with my friends.

As my shoes clanked against the wooden floors of the dark school, only one constant thought entered my mind.

"Am I really just over thinking this?"

I quickened my pace, not wanting to except the fact that I could just be delusional. After completing my task I laid in bed. It took my a while to fall unconscious, but as I finally drifted off to sleep I couldn't help but feel nervous.

"I just have to wait until tomorrow".