Wrestling One Shots (WWE)

Waiting For You - Jon Moxley

It seemed like only yesterday he had walked in my room and told me he was leaving, I was disappointed yes but I understood he had some things to take care of and he would be back when he was ready.

I could still remember what he said to me mainly becuase I chose to ignore it "don't wait for me doll" by that point I was in too deep, I couldn't just walk away from him. I tried to tell, to tell how I felt but he stop me with a finger to my lips and the words "don't, don't make this harder than it has to be"

Jon and I had hit it off pretty much straight away, I think I spent more time, bandaging and sewing him up then anyone else on the roster. The time we spent together led to a alot of fun chats, which led to him visiting me just to chat and that led to hanging out outside of work.

I fell hard for Jon but never said a word, he was sweet, kind, funny, gentle, the exact opposite of what people saw on TV. He never told me what he needed to sort I found that out later, it occurred to me he hadn't told me becuase he didn't want me to think differently of him, and he really didn't need to worry.

It had been three months since he left, I'd missed him everyday, missed our chats. I found I had more alone time these days and I hated it, I so badly wanted to call or text him but I knew I couldn't.

"Hey now, what's with the long face?" A deep graveley voice asks

"Hey Eddie, not much just the usual" I say offering him a half smile

"You're missing him again huh?" He asks

"Always" I say "I wish he was here, the silence when I'm alone is deafening"

"He'll be back" he says wrapping me up in a hug "maybe sooner than you think" he says kissing the top of my head before leaving

If I'm honest I'd convinced myself he wasn't coming back, it had been so long he probably realised he didn't need to do this anymore, that he didn't need me anymore.

I pack away my things getting ready for the end of another day, I give the room a quick clean before grabbing my coat and bag. When I turn around to leave I'm stopped in my tracks by a sight I've been longing to see.

Stood in the doorway, leaning agaisnt the door frame, is Jon, he's leaner, more muscular and has the most beautiful smile on his face. I can't speak, there are no words for how happy I am to see him.

"How you doing doll?" he smiles and I instantly drop my bag and coat and run towards him, as I do he laughs and opens his arms wrapping them around me

"It's really you" I say holding him tightly "I've missed you"

"I've missed you too" he says "definitely missed our chats, so how've you been?"

"I've been good" I say "but never mind me, how are you?"

"I'm fantastic, better than ever" he smirks "glad to be back, so what's going on with you?"

"What do you mean?" I ask looking up at him

"You know, anyone special I should know about?" He asks

"No no one" I say and his brow furrows "I've been waiting for you"

"I told you not to" he says "you deserve better than me doll, I'm no good for you"

Choosing to ignore him I pull back from him slightly before leaning up and pressing my lips to his, for a moment he kisses me back before breaking the kiss

"I can't, like I said I'm no good for you doll" he says letting go of me "find yourself a man that isn't a screw up"

"I can't do that Jon becuase.......because I love you Jon" I say looking deep in his eyes

"Why would you love a man like me?" He asks

"I fell in love with you becuase you made me feel wanted, like I was worth something" I say "becuase I get to see the you no one else does, despite what you think you are good enough"

"Y/n trust me when I tell you that I'm not the man for you" he says cupping my cheek "he's out there some where waiting for you but it's not me"

"Jon Moxley look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me" I demand "tell me and I'll walk away"

"I don't love you doll" he says "I'm sorry"

"I don't believe you" I say as tears start to fall "I know you feel something"

"It doesn't matter what I feel" he sighs "what matters is that I don't want to hurt you which inevitably I will, I always hurt people. I only want you to be happy, and for you to only cry happy tears. I'llbe your friend doll but nothing more"

"If you won't be my man, then I don't want you at all" I say shoving him "make sure to leave my heart in the bin as you leave"

"Doll come on......"

"I'm not your doll anymore Jon you just made sure of that" I say grabbing my stuff and leaving him stood there looking at the floor.