My Brothers And I (SanSiVin)

PART 73

I try to call mom.

"Finally my darling!" bungad niya sakin.

"Sorry mom I just not feeling well kaya di ko nasasagot tawag mo."

"Aw so how are you? what are you feeling today? did everything's okay?"

"I'm fine now mom."

"Darling, we're all so worried about you. Nag aalala ako sayo dahil di mo sinasagot ang tawag namin sayo lalo na ako. Sinabi ko na nga sa kuya Sandro mo eh and he contacted Tara."

"Sorry mom."

"Basta laging magsasabi kay mom okay? I want to be updated to you there."

"Yes mom."

"I love you very much darling dear."

"I love you always mom."

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Many days had past but still I'm not that feeling well. So I decided to consult a doctor to know what's the problem with me.

After my class I went straight to the hospital dahil nag paschudule na ako ng appointment to the doctor.

Pag dating ko bigla naman tumawag si Tara kaya sinagot ko muna yun.

"Hello Tara?"

"Hello Si, where are you?"

"Ahmm..." Do i need to tell her?

"I can see you Sirene."

"W-where are you?" taka kong saad pag lingon ko sa likod ko nandun siya sa kabilang kalsada.

Naglakad siya para makatawid at mapuntahan ako.

"Are you going to the hospital?" she curiously asked.

"Y-yes."

"Why?"

"Tara, I don't know. These past few days I'm not really feeling well. There is something wrong with me I can feel it so I need to find out what is it."

"I come with you." tahinawakan niya yung braso ko pero hinawakan ko kamay niya at tumingin sa kanya.

"Don't worry Si I will accompany you. I'm here."

Kaya naglakad na kami papasok and I went to the information desk to confirm my schedule.

"Psychiatrist?" she said.

I nodded.

Hinawakan niya yung kamay ko.

"You can do it Si. I will wait you here." she said

"Thank you Tara."

I came in to see the Psychiatrist.

"Good Afternoon Ms. Marcos."

"Good Afternoon Dr. Brown."

Nag start na kami mag usap ni Dr. Brown about sa mga symptoms na nararanasan at nararamdaman ko.

"Everyone can feel sad or overwhelmed at times. But depression is a chronic feeling of emptiness, sadness, or inability to feel pleasure that may appear to happen for no clear reason. It is distinct from grief and other emotions a person may feel following difficult life events."

I just nodded.

"Depressive symptoms include feeling sad,  or hopeless. The condition can also cause difficulty with thinking, memory, eating and . A diagnosis of major depressive disorder (clinical depression) means you have felt sad, low or worthless most days for at least two weeks while also having other symptoms such as sleep problems, loss of interest in activities, or change in appetite.