part 18- insanity reveals itself

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BACKTRACK ON LAST PART

hey you might be confused so basically william and y/n sort of fucked last part BUT WILLIAM DIDNT GO ALL THE WAY BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT U TO FEEL GUILTY, now why can't i rewrite you ask?

i don't feel like rewriting smut ( sorry baes ☹️. ) BUT AS YOU KNOW IT GOT DELETED 😡. congrats if you read it, not really though it wasn't that good 😶..

ANYWAYS NOW ONTO INTRO.

"WELL MY BOYFRIENDS IN A BANDDDD HE PLAYS GUITAR WHILE I SING LOU REEDDD"

THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT, As I know some people looked forward to smut, well oopsie.. 😔.. i deadass feel bad for not being able to write it, but i'm not horny rn guys.. if i write it it will be horrid, again . 🤦🏻‍♀️ ANYWAYS TY FOR ALL THE SUPPORT IT MEANS A LOt..

also can someone tell me why 7 year old me 10 years ago was simping over kendall from big time rush ☠️... i rewatched it on netflix and shi bringing back childhood memories fr ☺️.

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Y/N's shocking pov - - about 1 week after yk ☺️

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Y/N's shocking pov -
- about 1 week after yk ☺️. -

- journal entry -

My therapist told me I could write if I feel like I need someone to talk to, So or that's what I'll do. It's been near a week since, that. My mind was clouded with thoughts as I tried to find what possessed me to do that, Maybe Henry's right? Maybe I am a slut.. For fucks sake William is Henry's crush! I don't know.. I'm writing this down here as a safe haven because it's not like I can vent to Henry, And William.. Hell, I don't even know what I feel about the man anymore.. but one thing is for sure, I am NOT going to be seeing him for a long while.

I just don't want to, Or maybe I can't.. I'm not sure, I've done too much already, I can't harm Henry anymore, It was wrong to lead William on.. Maybe I can try to get with someone else.. But I won't feel the same about them, And it'll be wrong to lead them on too, I'm not sure about anything anymore, To be honest there's times I wish I could go back and change it, Change it so I never walked into Henry's house that day, That day that he walked in. If only Henry hadn't invited him.

love always,
Y/N L/N

- entry over -

     I close my Journal and set it on my kitchen table, I take my headphones and put them on, I start my favorite song, In hopes it will get me in a better mood, and it did in a sorta way, I was relaxing In my bed until I heard a notification from my phone, I turn to the right to see a familiar person texted me.

  "Hey Y/N it's Britney from high school! I have no idea if this is still your number but if it is text me back! I'm in Hurricane right now and i'm trying to do a little reunion! Thanks <33" My face lit up when I saw her message, It's been a long time since I've heard from her, She was one of my closest friends. Without hesitation I reply back "Yeah it is! If you're doing a reunion just text me time and date and I'll be there girl!" I reply.

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