Listen to -before I go- Billie Eilish" I hate this feeling , feeling like I'm useless like I'm not needed my mom hates me hits me nobody wants me around I have nobody I might aswell be by my self dead and alone "
" No y/n i want you here, I have you your not alone when your feeling down you can come to me don't cut your self or over dose I got you we both feel the same way ."
" ye that might be true Eren but I can't do it anymore".
" wait Y/N-"
Eren is trying to help me but it's no good if we both wanna die we can die together you said in your head, and with that you sat up and went to your vanity Opened up the drawers on the right and pulled at a sharp piece of
glass and sat on your bed you put it in your right hand and cut your neck over and over again blood pouring out it hurt so bad but it also felt so good like your pain was almost gone but not all of it .
You held your neck and watched the blood drip and cried that you had to do this to feel better and when you took your hand down from your neck you saw all the blood on your hand and
wiped it on your sheets with the other blood from the other times... you attempted.. you picked the glass and looked at your wrist and sliced over and over then your last hit you hit a
vein blood was coming out but slow but heavy and steady ..but that still wasn't enough so you turn your head to left and looked on your dresser and got pills and took 8 and you stared to feel funny then blacked out
Last thing you heard was the door busting open scream from your parents and eren the sight that you left them to see
Eren thought he could've
did smth or came faster he turned around crying hard but silently with his head down got in his car and went back home and did the same things you did
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Fanfiction*sucidal *mature *depressed *psychward This is y/n and eren story Y/n always feels alone so she attempts ,she didn't realize how selfish she was being untill on of her closest friend attempts ... Read to find out more information Listen to everyt...
